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Sigyn writes fanfiction when she can't help herself. Thus, she throws herself into it wholeheartedly, and enjoys the freedom to use words like, "Agony" and "Mercurial" and not feel any shame about it. She can allow her ellipses to breed wildly, her adjectives to proliferate beyond all control, and her dialogue to continue past the point where anyone could possibly care. Spike is probably one of the most interesting characters she's ever encountered, and she desperately wants to explore his progression and growth. As a result, most of her stories are pretty much in canon, trying to make sense of the character as he is depicted in series. She mostly writes one offs as a result. She never publishes anything that she hasn't already completed, so there will never be any "unfinished stories" in her archive -- just gradually published ones. She loves reviews, even bad ones, and feel free to contact her -- her life is small and often full of quiet moments available for others. 

Buffy stories are also at Elysian Fields and Archive Of Our Own. (Under the name TheSigyn at AO3.)
  

 
“What is this to you?” Spike asked, long ago. “This thing we have?” Buffy didn’t have a real answer. “We have this,” she said. “That’s all.” Through everything, they’d always had this, whatever this was. Now that Spike has returned from the dead, wasn’t this resurrected with him? Or was this left behind in Sunnydale?
Starts after the final episode of Angel, assuming no comic continuation. Contains many missing scenes from season 7. Complete at twelve chapters; 29,000 words.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance, Non-Bitey - Rating: R - Warning: Character Death, Rape (Attempted), Explicit Sexual Situations - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 12 - Words: 29,594 - Started: 01/13/2017 - Updated: 01/13/2017 01:44 pm

 
Spike was still and silent, his eyes closed. She wanted to wake him, but... she couldn’t bring herself to do it. He lay there so peaceful, so calm, so content. Still curled on his side as if she were still in his arms, his head on the pillow, breathing gently. The sight of him was perfect. Buffy, preparing to write her farewell note in Touched.
 
Genre: Angst, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,589 - Started: 12/21/2016 - Updated: 12/21/2016 12:07 am

 
Spike could smell it as he passed through the quiet house. Everyone was sleeping. Even Buffy was sleeping. But he knew she was crying all the same. Set before Touched.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,891 - Started: 12/13/2016 - Updated: 12/13/2016 05:59 am

 
“Well," Spike told Buffy. "You didn’t seem real happy about finding Faith down here." Missing scene from Dirty Girls.
 
Genre: Angst, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,295 - Started: 12/10/2016 - Updated: 12/10/2016 02:14 am

 
"You’re a hypocritical piece of work, watcher," Spike told Giles. "You’ve lied to her, abandoned her, poisoned her, endangered her, and worked behind her back to undermine her, and you think I’m the one who’s bad for her.” Spike confronts Giles after Lies My Parents Told Me.
 
Genre: Drama, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,931 - Started: 12/02/2016 - Updated: 12/02/2016 12:44 am

 
“I know I’m already destiny’s bitch. If destiny’s really destiny, it can work itself out, can’t it? Doesn’t need a slew of bells and whistles. But I guess Angel’s destiny is special, eh? Needs help and coaxing and lots of praise? Not like us poor ordinary sods.” Buffy is furious at Angel making everyone lie to her in Pangs. So she makes one small decision, which might just change the course of destiny…. Set after Thanksgiving dinner.
 
Genre: Drama, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,383 - Started: 11/24/2016 - Updated: 11/24/2016 08:10 am

 
  “So, you wanna tell me what really happened down there?”
    “Nothing,” Spike said, annoyed, “it was just stuff. Memories. Nothing important.”
    “Nothing important doesn’t usually make your hands shake,” Buffy said softly.
    Buffy tries to help Spike find the source of the First’s trigger, after she releases him in Lies My Parents Told Me. It is not a short or pleasant journey.
 
Genre: Angst, Non-Bitey, Hurt/Comfort - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,815 - Started: 11/16/2016 - Updated: 11/16/2016 09:42 am

 
“Every time you show up like this, you risk all of your parts, you know that?” Buffy says. “I wouldn’t be here if I didn’t have a good reason,” Spike replies. Of course Spike had a good reason. Lots of good reasons. All kinds of them.
Season Five, missing late night NO THEY WERE NOT DATES! from between Fool For Love until before Crush.
 
Genre: Humor, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG-13 - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,599 - Started: 11/08/2016 - Updated: 11/08/2016 12:19 pm

 
“Spike?" Buffy asked. "Your soul.... Is it like Angel’s? I mean, if you were to find happiness – in whatever way – would you lose it?” Missing scene from First Date.
 
Genre: Romance, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 836 - Started: 10/31/2016 - Updated: 10/31/2016 07:44 am

 
What Spike learned and felt while living in Buffy’s house. Missing scene from First Date – what was Spike doing upstairs, anyway?

Nominee Sunnydale Memorial Awards, Round 32: Best characterization (Spike)
 
Genre: Angst, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,638 - Started: 10/28/2016 - Updated: 10/28/2016 01:48 am

 
Spike had been pretty down lately. Sometimes Buffy wished she could just shake him. Where the hell was Spike under all this? She knew he had a soul, now, but – god. Did a soul do nothing but make vampires melancholy brood machines? Set after The Killer In Me, before Get It Done.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,756 - Started: 10/24/2016 - Updated: 10/24/2016 01:53 am

 
"Look, Buffy," Spike said. "I know it wasn’t the real reason you broke up with me, but honest, I wasn’t your dealer, your ‘Doctor’ or whatever. I was a bloody patsy is what I was." While Spike is suffering from a malfunctioning neuro-chip, Buffy finally lets him explain the events in As You Were.
 
Genre: Angst, Romance, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,396 - Started: 10/18/2016 - Updated: 10/18/2016 01:20 am

 
“You didn’t join the party," Buffy said. "I sent Anya down to tell you.”
    “She did.” Spike shrugged. “Not really the party animal these days.”
    “I’d noticed.” Buffy nodded at his chains.
New Year's Eve, season seven.
 
Genre: Romance, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,876 - Started: 10/15/2016 - Updated: 10/15/2016 04:49 am

 
“Even if he was okay with it, even if he was a bad person, even if... if he... did the same thing to someone else. That wouldn’t make what I did right.” Buffy talks to Dawn in the car ride home from the train yard, in Him.
 
Genre: Angst, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG-13 - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,084 - Started: 09/26/2016 - Updated: 09/26/2016 10:57 am

 
“Are you all right?” Spike asked.
“Perfectly normal,” Buffy said. “Spell’s all gone.”
“That wasn’t what I meant,” he said. “I meant... after what it made you.... After.”
Buffy and Spike talk just after the events of the episode Him.
 
Genre: Non-Bitey - Rating: PG-13 - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 510 - Started: 09/09/2016 - Updated: 09/09/2016 03:53 am

 
Spike. Ensouled. Stuck in a basement. Alone. Scared. Mad. Tortured by guilt. “I don't have anywhere else to go.” Buffy already knows, that can't be true.
 
Genre: Angst, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG-13 - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,321 - Started: 09/06/2016 - Updated: 09/06/2016 09:55 am

 
    “What’s happened?” Angel asked over the phone.
    “I just needed to talk to you,” Buffy said.
    Another pause. “About what?”
    Buffy almost blurted it out. Spike’s gotten his soul back! He’s gotten his soul, and it’s driven him mad. What the hell do I do?!
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG-13 - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,070 - Started: 08/30/2016 - Updated: 08/30/2016 02:59 am

 
So he had won. He had survived. The universe was rent open, his soul was fetched from whatever nether-space it had been stashed in, and seared into his being like a brand. And then it began. The strident cacophony of what have I done? roared inside of him to epic proportions.  Nominee Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 32, Best Angst.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst - Rating: R - Warning: Extreme Violence, Spike/Other - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,018 - Started: 08/26/2016 - Updated: 08/26/2016 02:07 am

 
“I had a speech. I learned it all. Oh, god, she won’t understand, she won’t understand....”
On his way to earn his soul, Spike prepares his speech for when he gets back.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst - Rating: PG-13 - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 990 - Started: 08/09/2016 - Updated: 08/09/2016 01:43 am

 
Anya overhears an idle wish at the Bronze, and suddenly there’s no more Spike. What would Buffy have been like without Spike to catch her after she came back from death? How far down would she fall?
WARNING: VERY DARK FIC!
Nominated at No Rest For The Wicked Awards
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Non-Bitey, Tragedy - Rating: R - Warning: Character Death, Rape (Attempted), Extreme Violence, Rape (Implied), Buffy/Other - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 10 - Words: 16,291 - Started: 07/28/2016 - Updated: 07/28/2016 08:38 am

 
“Skip it. If you love her, skip it. She knows she’s done wrong. You’re both alive. Life’s short and sweet and precious. Love’s the only thing worth a damn. Don’t play games. Take her into your arms and taste her before it’s too late.” Tara comes to talk with Spike shortly after As You Were.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,517 - Started: 07/13/2016 - Updated: 07/13/2016 05:48 pm

 
I’m sorry, William.
    Buffy’s parting words were still burning in his head. Why, why, why did she have to use that name?
Spike remembers his last evening as Buffy's lover. She'd been just one step away.... What happened?
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Porn w/Some Plot, Non-Bitey - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,300 - Started: 07/06/2016 - Updated: 07/06/2016 05:28 am

 
“Tell me how you’d kill me,” Buffy asked. Spike's breath came a little ragged, and he almost laughed. “Tell me,” she whispered as she sensuously nuzzled his throat, “or I’ll go.” Takes place near the end of their affair, just before As You Were.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Porn w/Some Plot - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,198 - Started: 06/24/2016 - Updated: 06/24/2016 03:37 pm

 
Spike and Buffy are being inventive: Buffy’s the head cheerleader, and William her seductive English tutor; Queen Fi pleasured by her enslaved eunuch; Will and Buff in an illicit tryst in a posh boarding school; the follower of Lucifer properly tormented for turning to the side of the devil. A lot of things can happen in five hours.
Starts fluffy, eventually gets kinda heavy, pretty much running the gamut of a lot of sexuality.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance, Porn w/Some Plot - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations, m/m, Dom/sub - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 6 - Words: 24,349 - Started: 05/30/2016 - Updated: 06/16/2016 07:39 pm

 
Spike goes to talk to Dawn after Buffy's birthday, to ask why the girl has been stealing. The answer isn't what he wants to hear... and Buffy's answer isn't, either.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Porn w/Some Plot, Non-Bitey - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,298 - Started: 05/25/2016 - Updated: 05/25/2016 10:10 pm

 
“You want to feel everything I can do for you. You want all of me, to fill that hollow space inside you. You have my mind, you have my flesh, you’ve had my heart for years.” He whispered in her ear before he bit her, bruising her with his human teeth, but he let go long before he drew blood. “You can have my pain, love. You can have my pleasure. But I’m keeping this.”
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Porn w/Some Plot - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations, Dom/sub - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,400 - Started: 05/17/2016 - Updated: 05/17/2016 05:02 am

 
“Angel...” Buffy says Angel's name while she and Spike are in bed. Why? And what is he going to do about it?
 
Genre: Drama, Porn w/Some Plot - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,834 - Started: 05/14/2016 - Updated: 05/14/2016 02:51 am

 
“It’s all right, pet,” Spike whispered. “You go right ahead and hate me, it’s all right.” He pulled her closer and nuzzled her temple, his breath heady in her ear. His touch felt so good she pressed against him, warming herself on his cold chest as if he were a fire. “You have any idea how much I’ve hated you?” Set after Dead Things
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Non-Bitey, Hurt/Comfort - Rating: PG-13 - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,237 - Started: 05/07/2016 - Updated: 05/07/2016 09:03 pm

 
Spike's weekly to do list.

Probably set during season six, during his affair with Buffy. A gift for the number of fans who have told me they'd read a bloody grocery list, if I posted one.
 
Genre: Humor - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Started: 05/07/2016 - Updated: 05/07/2016 08:59 pm

 
Angel treated me like a fragile doll. Parker played the innocent, saying it was my choice. Riley was real, and human, and we loved to touch each other. None of them were Spike.
 
Genre: Angst, PWP, Porn w/Some Plot - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations, Dom/sub - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,460 - Started: 05/04/2016 - Updated: 05/04/2016 05:50 pm

 
“How’d you know I liked wine spritzers?” Buffy asked.
    “What do you mean? You told me.”
    “Since when do we discuss wines?”
    He rolled closer and gazed at her, amused. “We planned a whole wedding together, love. Remember?" Memories of a spell bring on a conversation, which could make their time together better, or worse. Season six.
 
Genre: Drama, Romance, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG-13 - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,442 - Started: 04/30/2016 - Updated: 04/30/2016 01:06 am

 
“I only told you I was a poet to prove to you how different it is, being made a vampire. I was weak and human and pathetic,” he said with disgust. “I’m a totally different creature now.”
    Buffy looked up at him. “So why keep the poem?”

Buffy catches Spike writing down the song he'd sung in "Once More With Feeling."
 
Genre: Angst, Romance, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG-13 - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,568 - Started: 04/28/2016 - Updated: 04/28/2016 10:30 am

 
“I’ve got a heart under all this dead flesh, you know,” he said. “I get lonely. I like friendship, a cuddle in the corner, I’ve enough human in me for that. That ever occur to you?” Set in season six.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG-13 - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,942 - Started: 04/21/2016 - Updated: 04/21/2016 02:47 am

 
Buffy and Spike remember some of what happened between them in the abandoned house, each in their different ways. 3,000 word two parter.
 
Genre: Angst, Non-Bitey - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,315 - Started: 04/12/2016 - Updated: 04/12/2016 08:17 am

 
“Wordlessly she reached for him, like a child reaches in the darkness for comforting arms, desperate for something, anything, to take this terror away.” My version of the evening at the Bronze, at the end of Tabula Rasa.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance, Non-Bitey, Hurt/Comfort - Rating: PG-13 - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,567 - Started: 04/07/2016 - Updated: 04/07/2016 11:19 am

 
Buffy is suffering with a longing for death in her new life, when circumstances drop a young child into her lap, clinging to life while tortured by death. With Spike as her only possible ally, Buffy must face three days of life, death, and consequences, with everything mirrored in the eyes of one complete innocent, and one brutal killer. Seven chapters, complete at 17,000 words. Inspired by a challenge from Beautiful_Tyrant77 on Elysian Fields.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG-13 - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 7 - Words: 18,019 - Started: 03/31/2016 - Updated: 03/31/2016 11:52 pm

 
“I played a stupid game with you last night," Buffy said. "I know I did. And I want to know why you didn’t try to do... what I think you probably could have done with me.” Buffy speaks to Spike after her drunken evening in the episode Life Serial.
 
Genre: Non-Bitey - Rating: PG-13 - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,866 - Started: 03/29/2016 - Updated: 03/29/2016 07:00 am

 
"Angel used to be my world," Buffy told Spike. "He turned me inside out, and when he left me, I felt like I was dying. I thought... if anything could make me feel alive, he could." Buffy tells Spike about her trip to see Angel at the end of Flooded. Takes place at the beginning of Life Serial.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,992 - Started: 03/23/2016 - Updated: 03/23/2016 08:15 am

 
Two teenage girls sneak out of the house after midnight to meet a vampire. That was then. This is now. Set between seasons five and six.
 
Genre: Non-Bitey - Rating: PG-13 - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,159 - Started: 03/19/2016 - Updated: 03/19/2016 07:53 pm

 
For anyone who has ever wondered where Spike got that camper they ran from Glory with in Spiral, or for that matter, the shotgun he had in Fool for Love. Set after Family.
 
Genre: Humor, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,747 - Started: 03/14/2016 - Updated: 03/14/2016 10:26 am

 
Spike has a chance to show Buffy his sincere admiration without creepy stalkerness. Set just after Intervention, before Tough Love.
 
Genre: Romance, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,145 - Started: 03/10/2016 - Updated: 03/10/2016 05:08 pm

 
Listening to Spike as he confessed raw moment after moment of pure emotion, as he basked in the hollow comfort of a false love, made Buffy’s cheeks flush with something other than anger. It was horribly erotic. Buffy discovers the lover robot has recordings of its time with Spike. Now that she really knows how he feels... what exactly is she going to do about it? (Winner, Sunnydale Memorial Awards round 32, Best Angst Spuffy, Best Characterization Male: Spike.)
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,297 - Started: 03/01/2016 - Updated: 03/01/2016 04:46 am

 
The funeral had been in the afternoon, he’d expected everyone would have gone home but there was someone in the cemetery tonight. It was Buffy. Buffy and Angel, the grand torturer himself, flaunting their great and tragic love beneath the midnight sky. Spike comes across the two of them the night of Joyce's funeral. He's unsure how he feels about it... and can't decide what he means to do.
 
Genre: Angst, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,109 - Started: 02/28/2016 - Updated: 02/28/2016 01:21 am

 
Joyce looked at Spike as if he was a little boy claiming he had permission for a biscuit, when she knew he didn’t. “I’m not letting you in, Spike,” she said with a sideways little smile. Spike sighed and leaned against the tree he’d been lurking under. Joyce’s wariness faded at Spike’s obvious defeat. "Would you like a cup of tea? I’ll meet you on the back porch." Spike's final conversation with Joyce. Set after Crush.
 
Genre: Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,009 - Started: 02/18/2016 - Updated: 02/18/2016 08:46 am

 
I hug Drusilla close, ready to let her take me down with her, as she did a hundred years ago. Break all the barriers, shatter all the rules, fill me with evil blood and tear out my broken heart, so I no longer feel the pain. Spike's point of view in the Bronze and his crypt during Crush.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst - Rating: PG-13 - Warning: Spike/Other - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,049 - Started: 02/11/2016 - Updated: 02/11/2016 11:52 pm

 
Spike pulled out the small hardcover with its tiny lock. Buffy kept a diary! He trembled as he looked at it. It was the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen apart from Buffy herself. He scrabbled at it, grinning, excited to get into her mind, know her thoughts, be part of her. He was wildly excited, suddenly. This was better than her things, her territory, her scent. This was her.
 
Genre: Angst, Romance, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG-13 - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,677 - Started: 02/06/2016 - Updated: 02/06/2016 04:17 pm

 
“Who said I was blaming you?” Buffy yelled at Spike, her tone not matching her words. “Who said anything about it being your fault? What in the hell makes any of this about you?” Spike finally tries to impart his lame apology for Riley’s departure. Takes place after Into the Woods and Triangle.
 
Genre: Angst, Non-Bitey, Hurt/Comfort - Rating: PG - Warning: none, Buffy/Other - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,906 - Started: 02/01/2016 - Updated: 02/01/2016 09:53 am

 
Buffy comes to confront Spike after that dream. Set after Out Of My Mind.
 
Genre: Porn w/Some Plot, Non-Bitey - Rating: R - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations, Spike/Other - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,736 - Started: 01/27/2016 - Updated: 01/27/2016 08:30 am

 
“You really think he’s changed that much?” Spike asked. “That because he can feel remorse, he’s not still a demon? He wants to own you, and feed on you, and cause you pain, and you think he’s not a demon?” Spike shook his head. “Believe me. I know Angelus. I know what he wants.” Spike tells Buffy how Angelus used to hunt. Set before Something Blue
 
Genre: Drama, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,874 - Started: 01/22/2016 - Updated: 01/22/2016 04:40 am

 
“I know I’m a monster,” Spike said to Angel. “But ‘least I know how to treasure a beautiful thing. Not you. You destroy everything you touch, good, bad, and indifferent, everything you get your bloody hands on, from Drusilla, to your slayer, even to an ancient sodding treasure!” Spike confronts Angel after Angel destroys the Gem of Amara.
 
Genre: Drama, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,257 - Started: 01/08/2016 - Updated: 01/08/2016 07:28 am

 
“You can’t blame a girl, Spike. You’re all covered with her. I look at you... all I see is the slayer.”
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance - Rating: PG - Warning: Spike/Other - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,073 - Started: 01/03/2016 - Updated: 01/03/2016 02:44 am

 
Spike dismissed the memory. His thoughts were just some old remnant of his human life, a deja-vu that had nothing to do with the reality of the situation. They were vampire and slayer, not a lady and her escort. Spike considers the evening he spent with the slayer, the night of the truce. Set after Becoming.
 
Genre: Angst, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: Spike/Other, none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,646 - Started: 12/22/2015 - Updated: 12/22/2015 10:49 am

 
"You're in love with pain." Set season two, after What's My Line.
 
Genre: Angst - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Torture, Explicit Sexual Situations, Rape (Implied), Dom/sub - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,801 - Started: 12/10/2015 - Updated: 12/10/2015 12:15 pm

 
“Yeah, Spike always was a romantic,” Angel said with scorn. He glanced at Buffy. “It’s not love,” he pointed out. Buffy and Angel spy on Spike and Drusilla out and about. Set in season 2, after "Lie To Me".
 
Genre: Romance, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 822 - Started: 12/05/2015 - Updated: 12/05/2015 09:15 am

 
Spike and Buffy have been living happily together for what seems like forever, but fate has a sick sense of humor. Buffy finds herself caught in the wrong body, in the wrong time, needing the assistance of a purely evil Spike. Now she must attempt to forge their trust anew, when the dynamic isn’t that of slayer and redeemed, but only that of vampire... and victim. 


Approximately 100,000 words, complete at 30 chapters.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance, Time-Travel, Tragedy - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Torture, Character Death, Rape (Attempted), Rape, Explicit Sexual Situations, Extreme Violence, Spike/Other, Rape (Implied), Dom/sub - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 30 - Words: 127,141 - Started: 10/11/2015 - Updated: 11/28/2015 05:32 pm