Ok I have LJ but am too lazy to load it and find the seeking_spike comm.  I know I'm horrible...ok...so...

I'm looking for a fic it's a B/S/A fic.  Angel tells Buffy there is only one way they can be together...because he can't offer her everything, he needs to know she's going to be provided for sexually as well, so he brings Spike in because he's his childe and despite everything else, he trusts him not to hurt Buffy like that.  Of course Angel is in there too...It's a threesome fic from the very beginning even though Angel isn't really sleeping with Buffy.

Spike goes from being her sex supplier to something more.  They develop feelings, she also has feelings for Angel, Angel gets his soul Anchored, then Spike is worried that she won't want him anymore since Angel can provide her what she needs...but of course the threesome continues.

I really liked it...thought it showed lots of layers on all the characters and it was an Angel I could actually deal with lol.  So if anyone knows this fic, I've lost it...name that fic.

heh...funny.i was looking for this fic the other day. thought it was by sabershadowkitten but i guess not. i'll post at seeking_spike for both of us and hopefully we'll find it

ETA: It's Three Hearts Entwined by mrsmuir (whenbuffysmiles) 

OH FREAKING AWESOME.  You totally rock my world right now!  *Smooch* (but in the platonic way)...YAY.  god i love this fic.

Ok...anyway...i didn't know that Mrsmuir and whenbuffysmiles were the same person (although now I seem to recall having this discussion before as it's deja vous-y)  She's on my F-list on LJ. Squee!

*Goes to bookmark the awesome fic*

it took me forever to read some of her fics because there is mucho angst, and i'm a fluffy spuffy kinda gal, but if you haven't read Chevy Van and also The Rescue of Mr Gordo, do yourself a huge favor and do so. The Mr Gordo fic especially had me grabbing for the Kleenex LOL

I'll definitely check them out.  I'm a fan of the angst though...as long as it has a happy ending.

*smacks forehead* How could I forget 'Ain't No Sunshine'? Now THAT one...angst galore, but dear God, it's amazing! She's started a sequel to it titled 'Wheel in the Sky', but other than glancing through the first few chapters, I'm waiting for it to be finished before I tackle it (spike/other- even if it's only inferred- tends to squick me out a little so I have to ease into it LOL)

heh I don't really mind spike with other characters, as long as it was never a story about spuffy to begin with.  I don't like a spuffy story going to "spike/other" unless it's some kind of menage a trois buffy is a part of...like Spike/buffy/angel, spike/buffy/angelus, spike/buffy/willow etc.