Thousand Kisses Deep by pfeifferpack
Chapter: Chapter 2

JustAnotherReader
09/24/2011 03:11 pm

Imagine Angelus in Spike's place after receiving a chip. *Shudder*. Spike was at least always upfront with his actions, even when he was still evil... Or rather, when he considered people as food and an occasional snack... Sometimes I think even season four Spike would have had problems actually killing the Scoobies. He got to know them and Spike's love and devotion is selective (used to be selective): he could never do what Angelus is capable of. Angelus goes deep into a person's life and destroys it inside out, Spike would start to feel for the person if he spent as much time with one victim.
He went to Joyce whom he met once in Lover's Walk!  A mother type figure and though she was prey (in every sense of the word. Humans are prey to vampires), he never thought of her as food.


Anyway, where was I? Great chapter.

Like the fact that Xander is finally questioning his actions a bit. Shouldn't have broken Anya's heart first, but it's good to see that it got him thinking.

11/09/2009 02:29 am
Thanks for the revelation of eyes finally opening.
 Yup, eyes needed opening indeed.  k

11/06/2009 06:19 am
It was interesting seeing the events and emotions from Xander's point of view.  Made me almost feel sorry for him--almost (he still has a lot to do to redeem himself from chapter 1!)
 Xander is a sad boy with much good in him  Given his background it is amazing when he can rise to his better self actually.  He is from an abusive home and was bullied through school.  That does not excuse him but it makes his efforts to grow and mature admirable.  He seemed to be maturing a lot in S7 of canon and I think his loss of Anya started the process.  k