Wonderful chapter and so insightful.  Sad to say that I totally understand Buffy speaking from personal experience.  She blew it and she knew it.  

Hi...just read this story. I want you to know that I am enjoying it even tho Buffy cheating on Spike is horrible. She always has her Angel blinders on. I do think Angel took advantage of her drunk ass self and lied to her on top of it. Not to excuse her, but I think Spike might be able to forgive her. And hopefully there will be some Angel dustage.   Can't wait to see where you take this, are you planning to finish it? It's too good to go unfinished.:( Plz, plz update soon.

Oooh  dark and scary and maybe a bit of Spike has really had it this time.  I like it.  Ditch the songs and stay with your story.

Why in the world does she constantly let Angel back into her life? It's like Angel can never do anything wrong. Even when he does it's Spike that winds up paying for it. Being drunk is a piss poor excuse.  Drunk or not she could have tossed his over gelled ass off of her. But she didn't because it's Angel. Now she put her marriage at risk for a one night stand. Only problem is I doubt Angel will let it go. Especially after Spike beat the crap outta him. I wonder what kind of demads Spike is going to want to get back together? I wouldn't trust either Buffy or Angel after this.