wow..you write the emotions so realistically...i totally see where they're both coming from...but he needs to come around, soon :)

Love this story, Spike cares about Buffy but he also see's the future in which they can't be together anymore. Wonder how you will tackle this and if Buffy will become the Black and White person she is in the show.

Awww ... Dang ... poor Spike. {Sighs} These two are killing me. So much angst. {sighs} He better be careful that GIles isn't just waiting for him to go out.