Well it's Buffy's own fault he'd want to forget his feelings but I didn't expect it like this at all good chapter.

WHOA! Hey, he WAS protecting her and all the little Slayers! She needs to think about HIM for a change (and how about giving him a lovely refresher course in loving Buffy instead of having a hissy fit!). Poor Spike.

Kathleen

understand spike's deal much better than i understand buffy's reaction. but that has been true of many of buffy's actions and reactions. very good read, thank you.

Ouch! Was hoping that wasn't what he meant. But, it could be worse. At least he knows that he did love her - and he could fall again. You never know.