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NEW SUMMARY: Spike goes on a quest to atone for wronging Buffy. But, there are people in high places that do not want him to succeed- or survive. If he does, will he change the world? Canon until "Seeing Red." Goes AU from there. NOMINATED at the Spuffy Awards Round 12 for "BtVS Rewritten" & at BIFA for "Best WIP, Best Angst/Drama", also nominated at the Spark & Burn Awards, and at LLGA for Best angst, Saga, and Plot. WINNER Fang Fettish Round 5: Best Supporting Character-Giles. RUNNER UP at the Spark and Burn Awards 2nd Round for both "Best Angst" and "Best Fight Scene." Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,262 - Updated: 03/22/2006 07:01 am As Giles ponders life, Spike hears an ugly rumor. Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,583 - Updated: 03/27/2006 10:10 pm "The hardest thing in this world, is to live in it." Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,854 - Updated: 04/02/2006 08:51 pm The Council knows more than it's telling. Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,062 - Updated: 04/06/2006 06:30 pm In order to build something new the old must be torn down. Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 3,012 - Updated: 04/14/2006 11:03 pm Some things are better together Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,226 - Updated: 04/20/2006 09:55 pm We all walk a tightrope between good and evil. Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,300 - Updated: 04/25/2006 12:48 am There is a reason we do what we do Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,967 - Updated: 04/28/2006 10:48 pm Actions speak louder Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,982 - Updated: 05/03/2006 02:34 am Growing can be painful Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,337 - Updated: 05/06/2006 11:42 pm Some monsters are men, and some men are monsters Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,580 - Updated: 05/13/2006 03:03 am There is nothing Spike wouldn't do to save the ones he loves Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,914 - Updated: 05/16/2006 12:35 am People fear what they don't understand Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,261 - Updated: 05/18/2006 12:04 am The weather in England is changing Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,204 - Updated: 05/20/2006 10:26 pm Tunnel vision isn't always a good thing. Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,914 - Updated: 05/25/2006 10:46 pm Rules are made to be broken Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,747 - Updated: 05/29/2006 01:08 am Buffy finds out what she means to Spike. And, so does Travers. Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,042 - Updated: 06/02/2006 12:16 am Sometimes it's best to start over. Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,294 - Updated: 06/06/2006 10:34 pm The Council cannot accept change Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,441 - Updated: 06/13/2006 02:05 am Things may look nice on the outside- but if you look closer... Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,288 - Updated: 06/16/2006 10:56 pm Pay attention to the man behind the curtain Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 3,340 - Updated: 06/21/2006 12:34 am What is going on behind the curtain? Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,660 - Updated: 06/24/2006 03:22 am Some secrets are best kept Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,268 - Updated: 06/29/2006 11:12 pm The darker things look... Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,411 - Updated: 07/06/2006 05:20 pm Spike's "family" mounts a rescue.
AUTHOR'S NOTE: For those readers who missed the correction, Buffy arrived in Devon on August 2nd, 2002. Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 3,035 - Updated: 07/11/2006 06:57 pm Something wicked this way comes... Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,135 - Updated: 07/13/2006 09:20 pm Travers's madness is revealed Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,780 - Updated: 07/16/2006 05:18 am Spike struggles while waiting, and hoping-for rescue Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,470 - Updated: 07/21/2006 04:47 am Buffy breaks through Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,779 - Updated: 07/24/2006 04:37 am Buffy reaches deep within...and Spike reaches back. Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,472 - Updated: 07/28/2006 08:50 pm As Buffy, Willow and Giles think things through, Spike goes on instinct Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,437 - Updated: 08/04/2006 12:48 am Spike has a very painful past Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,470 - Updated: 08/08/2006 06:41 am Buffy sees the enemy Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,081 - Updated: 08/13/2006 06:37 am Prophecies don't tell you everything... Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,342 - Updated: 08/18/2006 10:11 pm Buffy faces the monster inside of her Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,418 - Updated: 08/26/2006 04:03 am Even a hero needs someone to lean on in times of crisis Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,583 - Updated: 08/30/2006 06:36 am Buffy makes a promise Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,687 - Updated: 09/05/2006 04:39 am Giles discovers something... Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,348 - Updated: 09/08/2006 06:45 am The inverse of happiness is grief Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,248 - Updated: 09/14/2006 08:39 am It's time to act Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,724 - Updated: 09/17/2006 11:30 pm The goal of every warrior is to survive Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,205 - Updated: 09/23/2006 09:09 pm Sometimes you need to see a thing in order to believe in it Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,437 - Updated: 10/02/2006 04:20 am Just who is, "William the Bloody?" Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,601 - Updated: 10/06/2006 10:59 pm Changes have tostart somewhere Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,558 - Updated: 10/12/2006 03:25 am The Watchers' and the vampires' role is mulled over. Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,367 - Updated: 10/15/2006 10:27 pm Buffy says she's sorry...like only she can Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,263 - Updated: 10/21/2006 12:01 am The how's and the why's Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,278 - Updated: 10/27/2006 03:24 am Giles asks a question only Spike can answer Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,502 - Updated: 10/28/2006 11:20 pm Let's talk... Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,098 - Updated: 11/03/2006 07:11 pm Your past can affect how you relate to others Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,724 - Updated: 11/11/2006 01:11 am Views are changing...and not all for the better Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,278 - Updated: 11/19/2006 05:30 am The whole is more than the sum of the parts. Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,787 - Updated: 11/23/2006 03:40 am It's good to have someone there when you fall. Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,472 - Updated: 11/30/2006 02:41 am Not all that glitters... Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,320 - Updated: 12/09/2006 04:33 am A voice from the past seeks to ruin Buffy's future. Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,981 - Updated: 12/16/2006 01:54 am What're they gonna do now? Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,392 - Updated: 12/20/2006 04:00 am Every knight takes something with him into battle. Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,157 - Updated: 12/25/2006 01:55 am Buffy offers something... Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,383 - Updated: 12/27/2006 05:17 am A new day is coming Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,607 - Updated: 01/06/2007 02:30 am Spike gets swept away... Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,253 - Updated: 01/16/2007 05:19 am Only the fire-born can understand blue.- Carl Sandburg Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,375 - Updated: 01/27/2007 07:18 pm Buffy finds something new...and old, borrowed, and blue. Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,220 - Updated: 02/02/2007 09:43 pm ...seem to be a little in the dark. Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,377 - Updated: 02/14/2007 03:23 am The hardest thing Spike has ever had to do Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,337 - Updated: 03/07/2007 02:06 am Spike has a plan. But, will it break Buffy's heart? Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,154 - Updated: 03/14/2007 03:31 pm The Slayer's instincts may have damaged Buffy beyond repair Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,491 - Updated: 03/29/2007 03:48 am The aftermath... Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,451 - Updated: 04/14/2007 07:59 am Buffy surrenders. Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,603 - Updated: 04/30/2007 10:48 pm Giles watches Buffy's world crumble. Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,189 - Updated: 05/17/2007 06:26 am Sometimes you can love someone so much that it kills them. Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,900 - Updated: 06/06/2007 05:41 am Who has the power now? Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,185 - Updated: 06/24/2007 01:42 am Buffy suggests something drastic Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 2,021 - Updated: 07/11/2007 04:13 am There is a ray of hope Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,271 - Updated: 08/07/2007 11:51 pm Giles's escape plan Genre: - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,311 - Updated: 09/08/2007 11:06 pm Problem solving...Scooby style. Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,971 - Updated: 10/08/2007 06:17 am Can we learn from the past? Genre: , - Rating: Warning: Words: 1,545 - Updated: 10/26/2007 09:01 pm | |||
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