Finding herself in what was once her worst nightmare, Slayer turned vampire Buffy Summers wants revenge on the one who made her. However, when she makes an unlikely ally in the process, she finds herself on a journey that changes her understandings of good and evil, love and hate.

Post Angel and Buffy finale. Buffy is a vampire tamer in D’Hoffryn’s Circus. And as the keeper of the four deadliest vampires in history, she is used to danger. But when unexpected events occur, visions of another reality will surface, causing her to question her very existence.

Moments can live forever

What is destiny? Spike and Buffy reflect on their fates. Tissue warning. Early birthday pressie for jackofspikes. Prompt 25. Thank you to Spikeslovebite for the beta.

Doppelgangland, When the portal opens and Vamp Willow comes through, Spike comes through as well unknown to the Scoobies. So they put back Vamp Willow and close the portal without realizing it they still had a doppelganger hanging around. Spike comes back from South America only to find some wanker playing at being him and now Sunnydale has two Spikes!

Spike is upset. Now that he can hurt demons, nobody will go with him. So, he decides to get drunk. Buffy finds him. Pretty much a fluffy PWP.

Goes off canon sometime after Damage. After troubling news arrives from England, Spike receives Buffy’s journal, and gets a chance to find out how she really feels about him.
 

Goes AU after Life Serial. After Buffy is kidnapped by a horde of demons, Spike comes to her aid, only to find her imprisonment was worse than he could have imagined.

Goes off canon in the middle of Entropy. Buffy goes to check on Xander after the confrontation outside the Magic Box, and she finds her world shaken to the core by what ensues. Will Spike be able to help her pick up the pieces, or has Buffy finally gone over the edge? 

This is a response to challenge #477 here on the Bloodshedverse. Please read the warnings! It starts out dark, and only time will tell if there is a light at the end.

After the events in "Chosen," Buffy and the gang go their separate ways in order to start building the Slayer army. When Buffy discovers that she's carrying Spike's child and a very heavy burden, she seeks out an old friend for help.

Buffy and Co. have to move on after Sunnydale is destroyed. Where will they go and what will life have in store? Fast forward several months to a new discovery in L.A. that will have a big impact. Nominated for Best General Long Fiction at the Spuffy Awards! Nominated for Bst Future Fic at the Spark and Burn Awards!

Visitors from another dimension stage a little intervention in order to make things better this time. Re-written scene in "Seeing Red". Nominations for Spark and Burn Awards, Round 3!

A sadistic ex-watcher, Arthur, kidnaps both Buffy and Spike. The two are forced to weather Arthur's brutal abuse until Buffy hits the breaking point. WARNING: VERY GRAPHIC RAPE SCENES

Set immediately after “Crush.” Buffy, livid over Spike’s behavior, decides that she has to teach him a lesson once and for all. Hoping to knock some sense into him, they confront each other in his crypt. But will Spike bend to her will? **Winner of Judges Choice and Best Submission at Fang Fetish R7.**

Comics-compliant. Spike contemplates Angel, destiny, and- most importantly- Buffy.