Chapter 11

Spike awoke to a warm wetness on his chest. He opened his eyes and looked down, only to see Buffy spreading kisses on his upper body, sometimes using her tongue.

“Love, are you dreaming? Bloody hell, am I dreaming?”

Buffy giggled and glanced up at him. “Nope, not dreaming. You wouldn’t wake up, so I had to think of something. Did you know that you sleep like the dead?” She rolled her eyes at herself. “Let’s just pretend I didn’t say that.”

He raised his eyebrows, ignoring her last comment. “That was the best thing you could come up with?”

She shrugged. “Well, it worked. I still have some time to kill before I need to get home. What should we do?”

Spike gulped at the look she was now giving him. “What did you have in mind?”

Buffy trailed a finger down his chest. “I have a few ideas.”

Spike had a feeling about where that would lead, but she touched the same finger to his lips before he could say anything else.

“There’s just one thing I still need to know. You see me, right? Not my mother?”

He grasped her finger, pressing a kiss to the tip and letting it go. “I only see you.”

Buffy smiled at his response, then moved away from him a bit. She grabbed the bottom of the shirt she was wearing and pulled it over her head, throwing it to the ground.

Spike took in an unneeded breath when she was revealed to him, wearing nothing but a lace bra and panties. “Are you sure about this, love? There would be no going back.”

She nodded. “I’ve never done this before, but I think I’m finally ready. I know that I am, and I want my first time to be with you.”

Spike didn’t know what he did to deserve such a gift, but wasn’t about to turn it down. He cupped her cheek, bringing her lips to his in a soft caress.

Buffy pulled away when breathing became an issue, slowly unzipping his jeans and moving back when his hard cock broke free.

“Sorry, sweet, I should have warned you that I don’t wear any knickers.”

She shook her head. “It’s fine, just took me by surprise. You’re, uh, bigger than I thought you would be. Would that even fit?”

He chuckled at her innocence, finding her completely adorable. “Oh, it’ll fit; you don’t have to worry about that.”

Buffy nodded and gazed back down at his penis, taking in a deep breath. “Can I touch it?”

“You can do whatever you want; you’ll get no complaints from me.”

Buffy took that as a good sign and reached forward, lightly stroking the smooth skin of his cock. She felt bolder by the gasps he was making, knowing that she was giving him pleasure. Buffy saw the pre-cum leak out of his tip, swiping it with her finger and holding it out to him.

Spike took her finger and licked it off, tasting his cum as he did. He had a feeling that she wasn’t quite ready for the taste of him yet.

“Was that okay?” she wondered.

Spike gave her a smile. “That was more than okay, baby. We’ll take things slow, all right? I won’t make you do anything that you don’t want to.”

Buffy sighed in relief as she started to remove her bra, only to be stopped by a very aroused vampire.

“I’ll do that,” he told her, lowering one bra strap and pressing kisses to her shoulder. Once the bra was completely off, Spike didn’t hesitate before taking one succulent nipple into his mouth, then the other soon after.

Buffy threw her head back at the sensations that went through her.

Spike gently pushed her down on the bed, so that she was now lying before him. He placed a finger into her panties, slipping them off and down her legs. He did the same with his jeans, so there was soon nothing between them. “It hurts a bit the first time, but I’ll try to make it as painless for you as possible.”

Buffy knew about the pain, having heard other girls talk about their first times at school. At this point, she could handle anything.

Spike had to get her ready and thrust one finger into her pussy, followed by a second and third. He was surprised by how wet she was already.

Buffy arched her back, taking his fingers further inside of her.

Spike removed his fingers after a moment, licking them clean of her juices. He wanted to taste more of her, but knew that would have to wait for another time. Spike felt that he would explode if he wasn’t inside of her soon, her scent was intoxicating. He would drown in her if he wasn’t careful, and realized that he didn’t care to be. He positioned himself over her body, staring deep into her eyes. “This is your last chance to back out, Buffy. I don’t want you to have any regrets.”

“No regrets. I want you, Spike.”

That was all the incentive he needed as he slowly slid into her, realizing when he reached her barrier. “Grab my shoulders, love. Feel free to dig your nails in as hard as you need to, you won’t hurt me.”

Buffy nodded and did as he said; taking another deep breath once he thrust all the way inside of her. She cried out at the pain, feeling tears sting her eyes.

Spike smothered kisses all over her face, trying to sooth her with his words. “It’s okay, sweetheart. The pain won’t last much longer, just hold me tighter.”

Buffy grasped his shoulders harder, burying her head against his neck and shutting her eyes. The pain started to ease and she lay back, gazing into his eyes, noticing just how blue they were.

“Does it still hurt?”

She shook her head. “It feels better now, don’t stop.”

Spike grinned and had no intention of stopping. He pounded into her harder, the only sounds in the crypt being that of their slapping bodies. “Fuck, you feel so bloody good. Never been like this before.”

Buffy was pleased by that as she used her muscles to squeeze him, suddenly wishing that she had Slayer strength, but he didn’t seem to mind.

“Yeah, baby, just like that. I’m not going to last much longer.”

Buffy gasped as he fucked her harder and faster, running her hands down his back as she was quickly brought to orgasm.

Spike roared out his release right along with her, burying his head against her neck and letting his face change. He struck his fangs in her throat, taking two long pulls of her blood and licking the wound closed afterwards. Spike lay down beside her, thinking about what just happened.

Buffy was breathing heavily as she touched her neck, looking over at him to see that he was avoiding her gaze. “Spike, are you okay?”

He finally glanced back at her, a look of guilt now on his features, which was back to that of the man. “I’m sorry, Buffy. I lost control for a second there. I didn’t mean to bite you.”

Buffy felt her cheeks heat up when she thought of the bite. “It’s fine, I didn’t really mind. It actually felt good. Besides, it’s not like you took that much blood.”

Spike shook his head. “The point is that I lost control. I never wanted that to happen with you.”

Buffy was concerned about the expression on his face. “Did something happen with my mom?”

Spike sat up and knew that he had to be honest with her. “It was a few weeks before I left. There was this Ascension; the bloody Mayor of Sunnydale was planning on turning into a huge snake and eating everyone at your mum’s graduation. He tried to stop her by getting her all distracted, which involved me being poisoned by an arrow. The only cure being the blood of a Slayer. I refused to bite her, but your mum was stubborn, she forced me to feed from her. I was delirious from the poison and lost control, nearly bloody killing her. She was fine and still managed to stop Wilkins, but I never forgave myself for hurting her, even though I know she didn’t blame me. That was one of the reasons I decided to look for the gem, so I would become indestructible and never put her in that position again. I guess I should have known that my plans never work out the way I want them to.”

Buffy took his hand in hers, giving it a firm squeeze. “I think that’s pretty incredible. I know that I would have done the same thing if I was in my mom’s shoes. She loved you and just wanted to prove how much. She didn’t blame you for what happened, and neither do I. You’re a good man, Spike. The most amazing one that I’ve ever met, I’m so grateful that I got a chance to know you.”

Spike felt his eyes tear up at her speech, knowing that she thought of him as a man and not a monster. It was official; he was completely head over heels in love with this girl. There would be no stopping it now.