Herself
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Prolific Spike/Buffy fanfic writer since 2001, most notably of the Bittersweets series, which can be read in its entirety here.

Also the author of a novel, What Love Means To You People, still available from amazon.com.

Visit my fic journal where WIPs are posted at herself_nyc_fic.livejournal, and my LJ, herself_nyc.livejournal.com.

  

 
Buffy's already turned Spike away. But when her worst nightmare befalls her, she's got nowhere else to turn than towards him.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: none - Complete: No
Chapters: 16 - Words: 26,168 - Started: 11/28/2008 - Updated: 04/23/2009 11:58 pm

 
Set Post NFA, Spike seems to be the only survivor of the battle, but he has amnesia. Will he and Buffy find their way together?
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 61 - Words: 145,480 - Started: 01/10/2008 - Updated: 04/27/2008 03:19 am

 
Spike has amnesia. Buffy learns he doesn't need to remember her to know her.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst - Rating: R - Warning: Extreme Violence - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,634 - Started: 12/28/2007 - Updated: 12/28/2007 03:47 am

 
"That vamp in the bathroom?" Buffy says. "She was with you?" What happens when worlds collide. Set post-NFA, spoilers for all of BtVS and AtS. NC-17.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 25,776 - Started: 07/02/2007 - Updated: 07/02/2007 10:54 pm

 
She'd gone far far away from Sunnydale. From herself. Her name. Her calling. She didn't want any contact with the old life. Much less him. That pain-in-the-ass vampire. "Spike." She punched at the eyes floating before her; but he ducked and she pitched forward. He caught her before she fell face down in the filth. "What is this?" She wrenched herself free. "Since when do you help?" Set immediately post-season 2. Buffy's run all the way to NY, and encounters a Spike who feels he's made a bad bargain.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Non-Bitey - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 64,507 - Started: 07/02/2007 - Updated: 07/02/2007 09:22 pm

 
"Slayer's off her rocker." Spike/Buffy/Angel fic, set in LA post-NFA.Written in response to a musing in Barb C's journal about her desire to see a B/S/A fic which lays out the genesis of the relationship in a plausible way.
 
Genre: Challenge Response, Drama, Angst, Romance - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, m/m, B/S/A - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 54,722 - Started: 07/02/2007 - Updated: 07/02/2007 12:15 am

 
She was the same age as Xander, who had cleared ninety, and yet she was still twenty-odd. Came back wrong. Buffy's family doesn't understand her; Spike has no family left. What happens next?

A far-future sequel to The Approved Mode of Payback and Blue-Eyed Boy.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance - Rating: R - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,072 - Started: 07/02/2007 - Updated: 07/02/2007 12:15 am

 
"This is something new," Buffy said. "Be quiet and find out what it is." On a solo cross-country road trip, Buffy regains her own equilibrium, and finds that everything is different when she encounters Spike in NYC. Set post s6.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations, Spike/Other - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 37,684 - Started: 07/02/2007 - Updated: 07/02/2007 12:10 am

 
It got her hot. It got her boiling, the soulless killer's coat. Spoilers through "Get It Done" in Season 7.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 18,716 - Started: 07/02/2007 - Updated: 07/02/2007 12:10 am

 
"Their stares penetrated Spike the way he'd penetrated them, and sucked him nearly as dry." A sequel to What She Deserves. After his reunion with Buffy in NYC, Spike returns to Sunnydale to find that things between them aren't quite what he'd supposed. Spoilers only through s6.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations, Spike/Other, m/m - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 58,773 - Started: 07/02/2007 - Updated: 07/02/2007 12:06 am

 
The stake slipped from her fingers, and she had to take a deep breath to stave off the dizziness descending on her like a hood over her head. "You—I thought you were dead." A reunion in New York City. Set post-NFA, spoilers for all of BtVS and AtS. NC-17.
 
Genre: Drama, Romance, Non-Bitey - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,190 - Started: 07/02/2007 - Updated: 07/02/2007 12:05 am

 
"Ought to know better than to get between a man and his booze," he said. The rage was so hot in her she only wanted to scream at him, to scream and scream. "You're not a man—!" She stopped. Because the hell of it ... he was. NC-17. Novella-length story, with spoilers for all of BtVS and AtS, complete in two parts.
 
Genre: Drama, Angst, Non-Bitey - Rating: NC-17 - Warning: none - Complete: Yes
Chapters: 2 - Words: 81,609 - Started: 07/01/2007 - Updated: 07/01/2007 11:45 pm