Cannon up until mid "Chosen". Buffy and Spike share their last night together before their fight in the HellMouth. Spike dies in the HellMouth, and Buffy relises the implications of their last night together. Beaten and broken, the Slayer must find a way to save the man she loves.

It got her hot. It got her boiling, the soulless killer's coat. Spoilers through "Get It Done" in Season 7.

She'd gone far far away from Sunnydale. From herself. Her name. Her calling. She didn't want any contact with the old life. Much less him. That pain-in-the-ass vampire. "Spike." She punched at the eyes floating before her; but he ducked and she pitched forward. He caught her before she fell face down in the filth. "What is this?" She wrenched herself free. "Since when do you help?" Set immediately post-season 2. Buffy's run all the way to NY, and encounters a Spike who feels he's made a bad bargain.

"Their stares penetrated Spike the way he'd penetrated them, and sucked him nearly as dry." A sequel to What She Deserves. After his reunion with Buffy in NYC, Spike returns to Sunnydale to find that things between them aren't quite what he'd supposed. Spoilers only through s6.

Trying to survive, Buffy traveled with her adoptived father and grandfather. Now it is time to take the fight to those that wish to kill her.

Sometimes it is your enemy who knows you best. Season 7, The First’s POV

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This story is dedicated to my beta: Sweetprinciple.  Without your help and encouragement this would never be here. I also want to thank hulettwyo for being a beta too. I appreciate your help. Any errors or if it's just plain bad, blame me.

Set during Lovers Walk. Spike doesn't kidnap Willow and instead makes a friend that helps him change his life.

Banner by the lovely and talented nmcil12

On a trip to L.A. to collect a Glory-fighting tool from Angel, Spike decides to take a side road and ... This story has been nominated at the Sunnydale Memorial Awards, first nom ever (squee!)

Set in S6 after "Smashed". Buffy must confront her desires. How long will she be able to resist her urges and deny her true feelings?

Three months after Chosen, Buffy is still mourning the loss of Spike. When the amulet he wore is retrieved from the wreckage at Sunnydale, Buffy inadvertently wishes for William Pratt. Buffy struggles with her grief while William learns to adjust to the modern world and finds out about who he would have become in this time.

Post-NFA Spuffy happy couple-ness. Buffy wants Spike-sex. Buffy gets Spike-sex.

Buffy attempts to find out when Spike's birthday is.

New Summary: Events of the future can affect the past. Following the events of "Vanishing Point," Spike is adjusting to life in Buffy's world again, but life can be difficult when it's different from all you've known, or will know. It's hard to know who to trust. Can Spike keep his family intact, or will the Slayer's mistake put the whole world in danger? *This story is part of a series which has been nominated at the SunnyD Awards*

Buffy and a very insane Spike are both dreaming of the same young girl. She's in trouble and calling to them. Through compassion and resolve, Buffy's determined for Spike find his way and help save the girl before it's too late...

Post Chosen. Buffy's POV. Ten letters Buffy Summers wrote while grieving. A/N: Special thanks to amyxaphania for inspiring me with her gorgeous banner and to spuffy_wonder for the awesome challenge. What I treasure the most in fics is characterization so I want to make something clear. This isn't Buffy, this isn't even Chosen-Buffy, this is my view of a postChosen-Buffy, if you don't like her, it's ok, I bet you have your own postChosen-Buffy. With that said, go ahead and read, comments are very appreciated. Thank you!