So he had won. He had survived. The universe was rent open, his soul was fetched from whatever nether-space it had been stashed in, and seared into his being like a brand. And then it began. The strident cacophony of what have I done? roared inside of him to epic proportions.  Nominee Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 32, Best Angst.

Season Six Non-Bitey Drabble: Spike and Buffy miss out on love. Nominated for Round Three at the Fang Fetish Awards. Disclaimer: Joss and ME owns the characters of BTVS.

This was written for the Spuffy Smutathon. My first attempt to follow someone's instructions (kinda like a challenge, I guess), so I'm not sure I covered all the bases, but, Mercyillusion, this is for you! For Mercyillusion at the Spuffy Smutathon Criteria: angst or romance (tried to do both) S/B, smut, bite/claim No – S/O, Dawn (sorry, I didn’t see that until too late – but it’s short!)And thanks to Amyb, Always_jbj for the supportive read throughs and to Megan/Peta for her usual awesome beta. Without further ado,

Sequel to The Best of Freinds; Willow steps in when she over hears Spike and Buffy's conversation at the end of First Date

Spike Death Drabble Challenge - yes, you will kill *me* for this one!

Response to challenge by beafacedcheek for the awmp Snarkathon. Set sometime during Season Six. Buffy is being watched. One-shot.

Challenge Response to RedWulfe's Challenge #160 on the Bloodshedverse--Buffy is sent back to a critical point to make things right for her and Spike. Originally written as a one-shot PWP, but continued by popular demand.

Written for the good__evil community at lj. The Giles of an alternate universe was shown how their lives went in the universe we know from the show. This happened in their equivalent of late season six. Having seen what he did, Giles sat down and wrote an account of the major differences between the two worlds, and how they came to pass. This is it.

This is an entire rewrite of Season 4. It is novel length and deals with the Initiative on a whole new level. And Spike tells the story of how he was sired in this fic which is something I am proud of. :) I hope you enjoy it.

I keep having the strangest dream. Every night it's the same thing: a dark room, a big bed, and a silent vampire that I can feel, but not see. I'd be wigged, except it's just a dream, right? It'll be a cold day in hell before I ever willingly sleep with a vampire again... --Takes place in an alternate Season 5 in which Glory and Dawn do not exist.

Buffy is not frustrated with Spike being gone at all. And if she is, it's totally legitimate. Right? Right.

Spike, a curse, a Slayer and a Hellmouth – what more could you ask for? Set in Season One and spinning off canon pretty much from the first word – Spike ends up in Sunnyhell alone and subject to the whims of The Powers – what can a vamp do? How will he fit in? Will he fit in? Does he want to? What will Angel’s reaction be to the presence of his Grandchilde let alone Buffy’s reaction to the peroxide pest?

A bitter and soul sick slayer arrives in Sunnydale for her first day of classes and witnesses Spike and Angel fighting. After Angel flees, her own fight ensues. Who will win this fight and what will be the consequences. Twist of Welcome to the Hellmouth; written for seven_seasons lj community. Warning: Very AU and very dark

A war-worn and grieving Buffy is sent back in time into her sixteen-year-old body. Even knowing what's to come over the next seven years, will she be able to stop the tragedies of last time?

What would have happened if Buffy showed up during the Puppet Angel phase in "Smile Time?"