It's 1880 and Elizabeth Cecily “Buffy” Underwood is forced to choose between her duty as the Chosen One and the young man who passionately loves her

There was no body to bury. There was no funeral. There was nothing but the three rules and the knowledge that a thousand years of torment was nothing compared to a world without her in it. Spike embarks on a journey through the Gates of Hell to rescue the one he loves, but in order to save her, he must risk losing himself.

AU Post Season 2. When Buffy took off for LA after sending Angel to hell, the events of Anne never took place and she stayed in LA... until she finds out that things aren't going so well at home...a new Big Bad has taken over Sunnydale, with Spike at her side...Buffy returns home to help defeat this new danger... but which side is Spike *really* on?

Post Season 5, veers from Canon, but uses elements that were seemingly left discarded by the writers. Season 5, The Gift. Chapters condensed.

Set Post NFA, Spike seems to be the only survivor of the battle, but he has amnesia. Will he and Buffy find their way together?

Sequel to "Prayers for a Poet." Willow's spell has some far-reaching effects. Post "Not Fade Away"/"Chosen." *This story is part of a series which has been nominated at the SunnyD Awards*

Begins at the end of the episode "Fool For Love" (Season 5). What if Buffy hadn't kept completely silent when Spike sat down next to her? What if she had asked him to stay and opened up to him, even a little?

This follows on from where my fic "Spike’s Will Be Done" left off and is pretty much a sequel to that story, so things will only really make sense if you read it first. For those of you who are wondering why the spelling of colour in the title doesn't agree with standard UK usage like the rest of the story, it's because it refers to the song by Cyndi Lauper, who of course spelled it the American way in her lyrics. Thanks go out to my two betas MadRog and t_geyer, without whom, no one other than me would be reading this. Before they came on board, this was just one chapter running to two hundred plus pages. They helped to sort out a workable structure and are currently giving me the necessary prompting to expand on certain plot lines raised within the story so far.

NEW SUMMARY: Spike goes on a quest to atone for wronging Buffy. But, there are people in high places that do not want him to succeed- or survive. If he does, will he change the world? Canon until "Seeing Red." Goes AU from there. NOMINATED at the Spuffy Awards Round 12 for "BtVS Rewritten" & at BIFA for "Best WIP, Best Angst/Drama", also nominated at the Spark & Burn Awards, and at LLGA for Best angst, Saga, and Plot. WINNER Fang Fettish Round 5: Best Supporting Character-Giles. RUNNER UP at the Spark and Burn Awards 2nd Round for both "Best Angst" and "Best Fight Scene."

This is an entire rewrite of Season 4. It is novel length and deals with the Initiative on a whole new level. And Spike tells the story of how he was sired in this fic which is something I am proud of. :) I hope you enjoy it.

Summary: Follows rewrites of seasons 4, 5, and 6 in which Buffy had been sent back in time post Chosen with the idea that she could do away with Glory (or Ben) before it got to the jumping off the tower point. The idea being that if she didn't die, and wasn't subsequently resurrected, the balance wouldn't be off and the First Evil would not become as powerful a threat as he had in her own time. Spike, meanwhile, once he'd become corporeal, was also sent back with the idea of preventing the same things. Neither knew about or was expecting the other, but once they were angrily facing each other in Season 4, they realized who they were and that they were there for the same reason.
Previous parts: I Would Still Have Loved You (season 4), All About the Mission (season 5), Almost Home (season 6), and now this one which will bring them back to where they came from. Time-wise, that is. What that world is going to be like now remains to be seen.  
Beta by all4spike

Spike and Buffy have been living happily together for what seems like forever, but fate has a sick sense of humor. Buffy finds herself caught in the wrong body, in the wrong time, needing the assistance of a purely evil Spike. Now she must attempt to forge their trust anew, when the dynamic isn’t that of slayer and redeemed, but only that of vampire... and victim. 


Approximately 100,000 words, complete at 30 chapters.

Far away from home, in a boarding school on the Isles of Scilly, Buffy is trying to find her place in the world. Finding a kindred spirit in a boy named William Pratt, she has no idea of the obstacles they’ll have to face. The school is full of dark secrets that could put the students' lives in danger and when a mysterious woman steals William’s soul, everything falls apart. Can true love really surpass all? The story starts out as All Human, but it’s not. *Nominated at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 21 for the Best AU.* Thank you! :)

This story takes place about a month after The Ghost in You. It is helpful, but not necessary to read that story first. The story takes place in an AU version of Season 6. Spike and Buffy are together, living in her house and caring for Dawn after Buffy was brought back from the dead. Their newfound peace is due to be shattered when they become pawns in a battle between the Powers that Be and a race of demons hungry for power. 

What if Spike had been telling the truth when he made his sarcastic remark to Buffy during Season 5 The Replacement? This is the story of Agnes Pringle, tea-shop owner, English spinster, reluctant vampire and the effect she had on events in Sunnydale.