If I Had to Do It All Over Again by Shaddyr

03/19/2014 06:36 pm
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that's dark.  still, I'm relieved it didn't end any other way. 

Blue
http://www.tthfanfic.org/authors.php?no=12717&list=profile

03/21/2013 01:10 pm
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Fantastic and heart thudding tale!  One really should be careful of what they wish.  Tit for tat.

Kavien
05/28/2010 10:51 pm
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Poor Spike, I love him in his evil days, I don't know why but he's sexier as 'evil' spike, than 'good' spike.... wonder what that says about me... =p

10/09/2008 09:29 pm
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Strange twist. After Spike killed Buffy, he regretted it. But Buffy, she didn't think anything of it.

Next time you do a rape story, you should make it a little more sexy were she finally gives in and lets him have her.

05/14/2008 06:05 pm
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It was really something.
Very twisted & creatively perverted.

Rape thing, huh?,... well Spike's a demon, so the idea flies.
As a girl, I have to say  it's way too unhealthy to get turned on by how he forced himself on her, but I think in the case
of Spuffy it's rather a very hardcore sex, which just borders on rape, than rape in earnest - they are massively attracted to each other, after all ( I think that thought helps me find the story smoking hot and not disturbing).

I was a bit displeased with the way things ended. Couldn't he fuck her a little bit nicer (I mean rough allright, just make sure he doesn't kill her) & drain her a little less dry...  I think that would've made a good ending..but it's just me.

05/14/2008 06:05 pm
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It was really something.
Very twisted & creatively perverted.

Rape thing, huh?,... well Spike's a demon, so the idea flies.
As a girl, I have to say  it's way too unhealthy to get turned on by how he forced himself on her, but I think in the case
of Spuffy it's rather a very hardcore sex, which just borders on rape, than rape in earnest - they are massively attracted to each other, after all ( I think that thought helps me find the story smoking hot and not disturbing).

I was a bit displeased with the way things ended. Couldn't he fuck her a little bit nicer (I mean rough allright, just make sure he doesn't kill her) & drain her a little less dry...  I think that would've made a good ending..but it's just me.

09/28/2007 06:54 am
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excellent read, thank you.

anna
06/06/2007 01:51 pm
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wow.. i did NOT see that one comming... excelent story

Addy692002@aol.com
04/03/2007 10:25 am
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*chuckles* I've got to say... I didn't see the last bit comin', but it was just.. wow lol

I was actually kind of hoping the "second time around" would be a bit better... possibly some gratuitous porn or actually taking the story to the Spuffy side of things... but I'll have to admit that it was a bit of poetic justice lol


Good job. :-)

04/03/2007 10:23 am
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09/03/2006 07:19 am
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oh nice. i love it. I shouldn't love it because he's so evil and then buffy dusts him adn they don't get to be together with spuffy goodness, but this just rocks!

anonymous?? not
07/21/2006 05:58 am
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i really didnt like this story..just because poor spikey died.. i liked the first part cuz i think buffy is being rather cruel. after i read the ending i wished that the part one was the end and spike didnt care as much..hmm maybe going back as spike seeing that as a vision so he kills her anyway.. i duno oops sorry for writing so long. gonna go now lol

Verda
07/13/2006 12:53 am
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Yay, dark but good. Spike felt bad about killing her, she had no problem killing him, that's what saddens me the most. The rape, he's a demon. Good fic. Thanks for the read.

btvsfreak@yahoo.com
03/28/2006 05:33 am
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Evil!

You're pure unadulterated evil.

But, fabulous story nonetheless. :o)

02/09/2006 02:51 am
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Nice twist there - he escaped his fate because he fell - I like it! Excellant use of a vengence wish - poor Spikey bet he didn't actually mean that the way it turned out!

I liked this ficcy nice and darkish@ hehe

Stephanie
11/07/2005 07:43 am
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Wow... dark ficcy.. I liked it - really intense... poor spike...LOL yep poor spike!

Stephanie
11/07/2005 07:43 am
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Wow... dark ficcy.. I liked it - really intense... poor spike...LOL yep poor spike!

mapomi
10/09/2005 08:08 am
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I like best the first part, it's fresh and new, even with the rape.