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Vampires are supposed to dust, not leave an unnaturally still, empty shell behind after stepping in front of their mortal enemy to save their lives during an attack. A confusing funeral later and Buffy has to come to terms with having lost a lover she would never have called a lover or told her friends about, and the one person who made living bearable after being ripped out of heaven. Life crushes her even harder and she struggles to exist at all. Her only moments of escape are dreams that make it impossible to believe that Spike is truly gone.
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance, Hurt/Comfort, Tragedy - Rating: R - Complete: No
Warning: Character Death, Extreme Violence
Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,139 - Started: 07/16/2021 - Updated: 07/16/2021 12:41 am

Summary: Follows rewrites of seasons 4, 5, and 6 in which Buffy had been sent back in time post Chosen with the idea that she could do away with Glory (or Ben) before it got to the jumping off the tower point. The idea being that if she didn't die, and wasn't subsequently resurrected, the balance wouldn't be off and the First Evil would not become as powerful a threat as he had in her own time. Spike, meanwhile, once he'd become corporeal, was also sent back with the idea of preventing the same things. Neither knew about or was expecting the other, but once they were angrily facing each other in Season 4, they realized who they were and that they were there for the same reason.
Previous parts: I Would Still Have Loved You (season 4), All About the Mission (season 5), Almost Home (season 6), and now this one which will bring them back to where they came from. Time-wise, that is. What that world is going to be like now remains to be seen.  
Beta by all4spike

Genre: Time-Travel - Rating: NC-17 - Complete: Yes
Warning: none
Chapters: 37 - Words: 132,248 - Started: 06/13/2020 - Updated: 03/06/2021 04:58 pm


Spike's burning love for Buffy attracts Cupid's attention from the higher realms. Intrigued, he investigates and decides to lend him a hand. Her stubborn refusal of Spike's affections brings unexpected consequences that may lead to the loss of both Dawn and Spike from her life. Meanwhile, a prophetic dream brings her warnings of her own death and Riley is proving to be the worst boyfriend ever. How will our hero triumph? Stay tuned for sexy banter, adventure, romance and some really good smut! **NOMINATED FOR 20 AWARDS! At Lost in Spike, Spuffy, Love's Last Glimpse, Blood Ties, Breathless & the Love Bite Awards. Thank you everyone!!**

A 3 Part Love Story...
Genre: Drama, Romance, Humor - Rating: NC-17 - Complete: No
Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations, Extreme Violence
Chapters: 51 - Words: 134,799 - Started: 10/14/2005 - Updated: 08/05/2020 02:17 am

  Season three – a sequel of sorts to my last Seasonal Spuffy, “P.S. You Suck, Spike” that was an AU between season 2 and 3 in which Spike finds Buffy in LA and determines to bring her out of the depression she’s been in since leaving Sunnydale.  She’s now been home for several months, the PTB have brought Angel back, and it is nearing Christmas. We have a twist on what is already an AU canon that won’t deal with anything else in Season III except Buffy’s Cruciamentum.
Genre: none - Rating: PG-13 - Complete: Yes
Warning: none
Chapters: 1 - Words: 24,132 - Started: 05/28/2020 - Updated: 05/28/2020 01:40 am

Fall 2019 entry at Seasonal Spuffy. An exchange of notes between Buffy and Spike while she is living in LA, post season 2. Based on a banner, title, and suggestion from killersnot during the same SS round.
Genre: none - Rating: PG-13 - Complete: Yes
Warning: none
Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,959 - Started: 12/06/2019 - Updated: 12/06/2019 10:17 pm

What if Willow used her Something Blue spell in Season Six.
Genre: none - Rating: PG - Complete: No
Warning: none
Chapters: 6 - Words: 12,785 - Started: 04/15/2017 - Updated: 09/16/2019 11:07 am

In this Season Six story, Buffy and Spike did not come to grief in Seeing Red and so Spike didn't travel to Africa, but Tara did die and Willow did go to the dark side.
But she has now gone to England to recover and Buffy and Spike have been left to sort out Tara's possessions. What they find will send them on an extraordinary journey.
Genre: Drama - Rating: NC-17 - Complete: No
Warning: none
Chapters: 9 - Words: 17,670 - Started: 09/08/2016 - Updated: 09/16/2019 10:59 am

The third entry in the I Would Still Have Loved You series. Our time-traveling heroes are now in season six and working out how to deal with the events of that time.

For those who need a play list: OCs are Winston (sent back from the future after Buffy) who is a powerful magician, Max, their mysterious landlord who was Winston's teacher at one time and is a powerful sorcerer in his own right. Joyce is still around, thanks to Winston's abilities to destroy her tumor. Willow is still too full of herself and unpredictable. And Buffy and Spike are mated, the mutual claim having knocked off one Angel had put on an unconscious Buffy in season 3, but never told her about. She was a tad displeased and and they are not on good terms....
Genre: Time-Travel - Rating: NC-17 - Complete: Yes
Warning: Explicit Sexual Situations
Chapters: 26 - Words: 85,539 - Started: 10/21/2018 - Updated: 05/30/2019 10:45 pm

My entry for this round of Seasonal Spuffy.   Set in an AU future (perhaps following any one of my future long or short fics where Buffy and Spike are back together and living in the UK – pick one where Spike hasn’t shashued:  Home is Where They Have to Let You In, Old Friends, Everytime You Say Goodbye, or any of the short reunion fics,  etc.) in which our favorite pair are visiting in Los Angeles for some reason that I may or may not make up later. One evening they encounter Detective Decker and her unusual partner in crime solving. Crossover with Lucifer. Could be a road trip fic if you squint hard enough….
Genre: Crossover - Rating: NC-17 - Complete: Yes
Warning: none
Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,550 - Started: 12/02/2018 - Updated: 12/02/2018 05:37 pm

Post-Season 5, an alternate reality take on Season 6, but not so crazy-alternate that anyone's unrecognisable. Just lots of small tweaks that pack a punch - like the odd bit of honest communication amongst the Scoobies. Starts with Spike/Dawn friendship and builds from there.

Runner Up for Best Angst in round 30 of the SunnyD Awards

A/N September 2018: this story is now being re-posted with minor edits on Elysian Fields and AO3, as a prelude to new chapters. New chapters will be re-posted here, but the formatting is too much work to re-post the previous 50.
Genre: Drama, Angst, Romance - Rating: NC-17 - Complete: No
Warning: none
Chapters: 51 - Words: 183,040 - Started: 03/30/2014 - Updated: 11/15/2018 12:28 am

It’s almost a year and a half since Sunnydale fell into a crater. Now retired from slaying, Buffy’s been voluntold to go to Wesley Wyndham-Price’s memorial service, where she finds a few familiar enemies. Everything’s so surreal anyway, Buffy decides she might as well just give into it and see if lunch with Drusilla and Harmony might be one of the better things she does that year. It’s a pretty low bar, after all. The day keeps getting weirder, but the bar for the year might just be unsurpassable by the end of it.

The comics are ignored completely and both TV series as taken as cannon. This is a not a romantic reunion fic, although there are reunions aplenty, and parts of it could be described as romantic. Spike does not speak in this story, although others speak about him quite a bit.

All song and chapter titles are courtesy of X-Ray Spex, and all the characters and settings you've heard of before are courtesy of Mutant Enemy et al. Dylan Thomas' Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night is partially quoted. The story is entirely my own, although the original plot bunny was an EF challenge by knightowl. No copyright infringement is intended.
Behind Blue Eyes gave me a very early beta, for which I am grateful. I'm not sure the final product is recognisable from the one she read, so any remaining mistakes are entirely my own.
Genre: Angst, Humor, Non-Bitey, Hurt/Comfort - Rating: PG-13 - Complete: Yes
Warning: none
Chapters: 3 - Words: 11,618 - Started: 08/18/2018 - Updated: 08/29/2018 04:40 pm

After the altercation with Glory in the hospital during Blood Ties, Buffy discovers that property damage has consequences.

Sequel to The Vamp Around the Corner.
Genre: Drama, Romance, Humor - Rating: PG-13 - Complete: Yes
Warning: none
Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,061 - Started: 07/15/2018 - Updated: 07/18/2018 09:29 am

The sequel (part 2) to I Would Still Have Loved You. We're now into season five and Buffy and Spike are awaiting Dawn and Glory's arrivals. Time to get serious about doing something about Glory....

This is now part of an ongoing series.
Genre: Drama, Time-Travel - Rating: NC-17 - Complete: No
Warning: none
Chapters: 23 - Words: 79,463 - Started: 11/28/2017 - Updated: 04/27/2018 04:06 am

Buffy comes to some unpleasant realizations after she fights that incubus.
Comic canon, season ten, after issue 20, “Triggers”
Genre: Angst - Rating: R - Complete: Yes
Warning: Rape (Implied)
Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,264 - Started: 04/17/2018 - Updated: 04/17/2018 10:10 am

It’s Christmas Eve, and Buffy and Spike have been married all of two weeks, but the past, the present, and the future all seem bent on tearing them apart. Or maybe it’s not them. Maybe it’s just Buffy. A little holiday fic set in the same universe as my story Care, where Willow became a vengeance demon in Something Blue, and everyone else was just left to go along with the spells she left behind.
Genre: Angst, Romance, Non-Bitey - Rating: PG - Complete: Yes
Warning: none
Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,824 - Started: 04/10/2018 - Updated: 04/10/2018 07:53 am

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