Such a horribly awkward conversation for them both and it rang so true.  Along way to go though, dare I detect for a ray of sunshine at the end there?  Really well done.

I am impressed, you just keep delivering these interesting chapters. I find myself not rushing to get to the conclusion, but enjoying every chapter on its own. Thank you!

That was a lovely sweet chapter. They were both so awkward and  tentative, like tongue tied teenagers. Buffy has trouble speaking from the heart at the best of times, let's hope she's said enough to clue Spike into her real feelings. Great update.

Communication!  YAY!!  Buffy is growing up after all.
Your portrayal of her finally breaking down was nicely done.  Trying so hard, but finally unable to NOT tell him, if that makes sense.