Forward to Time Past by Unbridled_Brunette
Chapter: Chapter Fifty-Two

01/20/2008 04:33 am
excellent read, thank you. enjoyed buffy has seemed to decide; loved dawn and spike's conversation; and lmao at the last line. that is so her egocentric 'freinds.'
Thank you so much. I'm glad you enjoyed it - especially Dawn. I just love writing her now. :D

01/18/2008 06:48 pm
I had no intention of reading this story until it was completely finished. For over a year I waited and watched hoping it would be done soon because it just looked so good. FINALLY I break down and decide maybe if I am lucky you will finish it before I get all the way threw. I am a completely idiot. I couldn’t STOP reading it. How was I suppose to explain why I was crying at work was because I was really a really really good book when I wasn’t suppose to be reading ANYTHING!

Please PLEASE update soon. This is one of the best written novels I have read in a very very long time! I can’t help but hope even if it is very slim that Buffy is pregnant. Hoping William will beable to figure out a way to tap into the family funds to help and I see the biggest troubles from here on out being not if they love each other but getting the rest of them off their backs about it.

Thank you! And I cant’ wait for more!
I'm so glad you decided to read the story now, although I know how frustrating it can be to become involved in a WIP. I'm hoping to update more regularly from now on, as my Muse seems to have come out of hiding.  Is it wrong for me to say that I'm happy I made you cry at work? Well, I'll just tell you that I'm flattered the story was able to affect you emotionally. Thank you so much for the review. I'm sorry it took me so long to respond to it. :)

01/17/2008 02:55 pm
Yeah Buffy, you'd better get a job. It's not like you don't have enough going on in your life already. And friends sponging off of you, and a secret identity. It's a wonder more superheroes don't become evil or institutionalized. The stress of everyone's expectations alone is enough to make you crack.
I agree completely! If I were confined to that tiny little box that most superheroes are, I would be tempted to become a super villain. Buffy is tough, to be sure, but I think even she has her breaking point. Thanks so much for the review - I'm so sorry it took me so long to answer it. :)

Deb
01/17/2008 11:15 am
Real life coming back to bite into Buffy some more. Love the reconciliation..just a bit bittersweet, but so lovely.
Bittersweet is the perfect word for the story, I think. One step forward and two steps back - but not without hope. I'm sorry I took so long to answer your review, but I just want to tell you how thankful I am to you for taking the time to leave it. :)

theartist
01/16/2008 05:45 pm
And this is the reason I hated Willow and Zander during by the end of season 7. Giles was on my list of people who annoyed me also (although I could never really hate him). They were always trying to control Buffy's life.
I just wanted to offer a belated thanks for your review. I understand your anger at Giles and Willow; I don't blame you for being angry. Just remember that the story isn't over yet, so there is still hope for them all. Thanks so much for reading and commenting! :D

01/16/2008 05:30 am
WHOOOOHOOO a new chapter. I am glad that they are trying to make it and that he really called her on her BS. Buffy has to learn to live for herself. I mean she is the slayer and from that point on she has to be able to make decisions and live with them. I just love Dawn. She is just a joy in this story. And HOW DARE, Willow and Giles tells her that she needs a job. How about Willow pay some RENT. And Giles just needs to figure out a way for the Coucil to get off the pot.

I'm so behind in answering this, and I apologize. I'm glad you enjoyed the chapter. I think the reaction to Giles and Willow is almost universally negative, lol. I don't either of them are intentionally hurting her, but that doesn't mean they *aren't* hurting her. Thanks so much for the review! :D

01/16/2008 03:19 am
Beautiful chapter as always. Loved Spike's speeches and his take on Buffy's desire to have everybody tell her what to do.
Thank you! I think it was about time someone told Buffy that, don't you? I always wished she would get the message on the show: stop letting your friends run your life! :)

01/16/2008 03:04 am
so nice to have your regular updates - I have been enjoying the story so very much - thanks for keeping us "happy buffyverse ff campers."
Aw, thank you for being kind enough to review so often. I really appreciate the feedback. :D

01/16/2008 02:55 am
With that last shoe dropped, I definitely feel sorry for Buffy even though she was the bitch early in the chapter.
Poor Buffy didn't mean to be a bitch; she's just confused. Of course, that doesn't make things any easier for Spike. Thanks for the review. :D

darknightofthesoul
01/16/2008 01:58 am
Great chapter. I love this story so much. I check every day just to see if you've updated it. I can't wait for the next chapter. Thank you for writing this story!
Thank you for taking the time to review it! It really does help to know that people are reading my work and enjoying it. Makes the writing seem a bit more worthwhile. Although, come to think of it, I'd probably keep doing it even if people were throwing hard copies of it into the gutter. It's just an obsession. :)

01/16/2008 01:42 am
And everything is going along really nicely, loving the chapter, great...ahem, well, great chapter, enjoyable Dawn interlude then ... Unbridled Brunette throws in the curve ball.
I think I know how Buffy feels! :)
Well done.
lol. I do enjoy my curve balls, don't I? The weird thing is that they are always unintentional, so I end up surprised too. That might be why it takes me a while to get my bearings afterward. Thanks for the review. :D

01/16/2008 12:21 am
*crunches almonds happily* That was so romantic and gorgeous. I hope Spike can be good. You can eat lo mein while you write, can't you?
A very belated thanks for the review, sweetie. I've gotten so behind on everything. I'm a bad, bad  review responder, but at least I can eat me some lo mein while I type. lol.

... and don't bring out the almonds just yet. :P

kim
01/15/2008 10:36 pm
Oh, my God, they just......
That girl needs new friends!!!!

I love that Spike's standing up for himself while still trying to make Buffy happy. Relationships are about compromise, but not compromise of *self*. And you soooo nailed her fear of making decisions thing. If she'd only ever realize that friends that are that conditional aren't really friends....

Dawn rocks. :D
Yes, Buffy may be capable of bringing out the "William" qualities of Spike, but that doesn't mean he will be content to be a doormat. And, of course, we know our boy has a temper ...

Thanks so much for the review. I'm sorry it took me so long to tell you. :D

01/15/2008 10:26 pm
Sweet chapter, UB. Looking foward to see the next one.
A very belated thank you for the review. I've been a bad writer and gotten behind on replying. Forgive me? :)

01/15/2008 07:02 pm
They want HER to get a job! What about the freeloaders? What about The Council of users? Gaaaahhh I hate this attitude both on the show and here but it is in character. I imagine they also think to busy her up enough to forget William. Grrrr arghhhhh.

Love Dawn in their corner (Chipmonk with a bullhorn...tee hee). She needs to enourage Buffy to stand up to the lot of them. Buffy better because I wouldn't put it past Giles to try to "remedy the situation" for himself and that would be worlds of bad. I think Spike is really on to something. Buffy can do the Slayer bit with her eyes closed but the "normal" stuff overwhelms her and always did. She DOES look to others for self defining and direction. She needs to grow up and take the blessing she's been given.

LOVE this update. Not completely there yet, not either of them. Still they are on the right road and walking it together at least.

Kathleen
I hated the attitude on the show as well and I'm still not sure where the BtVS writers were trying to go with that. It seems like season six was all about making us hate Buffy and her friends. lol. But, as you said, it's in character for the story, so I'm wading into the angsty depths of money troubles. Brings a whole new level to "write what you know" don't you think? :P Thanks for reviewing!

01/15/2008 06:15 pm
Amazing, as always. Love that Buffy's not trying to hide what she wants...wonder how long their thing is going to stay a secret though? More soon, pretty please!
My Muse has finally come out of hiding, so I think I will be updating more regularly. Thank you for sticking with the story and for taking the time to review it. :D

01/15/2008 03:06 pm
Wonderful update, I hope to see more soon!
A (very) belated thank you for the review. I hope you like the updates to come. :D

time of change
01/15/2008 02:16 pm
I missed a few chapters and had to catch up (no hardship). This story is so amazing. I cannot even find the words to tell you how much I admire your writing. To keep control of a story this long and complex is a remarkable feat. Thank you so much for keeping at it. This is one piece of fanfic I will never forget.
I'm glad you got caught up. I'm trying to catch up on responding to my reviews, so forgive me that this is so late in coming. I am very flattered on hearing your opinion of my fic. It's become something I never expected when I first began writing it, and I've become much more attached to it than I ever thought I could be. To have readers like yourself hanging on for so many chapters makes me feel incredibly happy and lucky. Thank you. :)

01/15/2008 12:54 pm
I'm still here. Yay, we got some Spuffy lovin'. SO I wonder if Willow and Xander are going to make a bid deal with her sleeping with Spike. And now she has to get a job, oh joy. Can't wait till the next update!!!!
I'm so glad that you are. You're one of my favorite readers. ((hugs)) Thank you so much for the review. And I'm sorry my response was so late in coming. I'm just being bad all the way around lately. :P

Angie
01/15/2008 12:16 pm
I love updates!!! Great chapter, and OF COURSE they want her to get a job!!! I love the way you write Dawn.
Dawn is incredibly fun. Anytime I write a scene with her, I know I'm going to enjoy myself. I just "get" her for some reason, the same as I "get" Spike. Put the two of them in a scene together, and I'm in writers' heaven. Thanks so much for the review! :D

01/15/2008 10:25 am
Lovely update -- at last they're doing some straight talking! Those Scoobies make me seeth, though. Where to they get off telling her to get a job? Grrrr! I can't see anything good coming from their interference.
No, I can't see any good coming from it either. I think that until Buffy makes the choice to stand up to them, they will continue to treat her as a doormat. They don't mean to hurt her -- they don't realize they are even doing it -- but that doesn't mean they don't need a swift kick in the pants. lol. I'm glad you're enjoying the story and, as always, I thank you for reviewing. I'm so sorry I was so late in replying. :)

Miss. Onyx
01/15/2008 08:48 am
One thing that always perplexed me was why Buffy suddenly had to pay all the bills despite there being 3 adults who lived in her home. I would LOVE to meet the sucker who would just let me stay in their house rent free for an indeterminate amount of time, in the Master bedroom, just because we're "friends."

Loved this chapter though. Very sweet, and funny while maintaining the classic UB Wuthering heights worthy gravity!
That drove me crazy as well. They had the gall to move into Joyce's bedroom and empty Buffy's bank account, and never once were they called out on it. Like you, I would love to meet a person willing to be used so completely. Then again, I could never treat someone like  a doormat as Buffy's "friends" did her. I'm glad you enjoyed the chapter. Anytime it's compared to something as incredible as Wuthering Heights -- even in the most minor way -- I become blush-y with pleasure. Thank you! :D

01/15/2008 07:53 am
*Bows before author* I'm sure if I try really hard I can pull some amazing witticism out of my ass about how great this chapter is; how true to character; how fantastic the writing is; how the voices sound so real; how the scene was everything we Spuffy fans could have hoped for. BUT.... I'm just going to stand here in awe for a little while. I might go light a candle in tribute or something, eventually. Maybe clap a little bit???

Great freakin' chapter. More please.
You are so incredibly sweet. I'm seriously flattered that you think so highly of my writing. This fic is my baby and, like all proud mothers, I love it when people coo over it and tell me it's pretty. Truth be told, I'll probably sob when I write the final chapter, I've worked on it so long. I'm sorry I took so long to reply to your review, but please know that I appreciate it more than I can say. If it weren't for the encouragment from people like you, I'm not sure I could have gotten this far. :)

01/15/2008 06:43 am
great to have the update and the nice exploration of Angel-Angelus and Soul -Love your endig-
Thank you so much! I'm glad you did. :-D

01/15/2008 06:38 am
Argh! I just left you a long reply but my computer just did something wonky and I lost it all. Now its late and I'm too tired to make another long one, so just know that I really loved this as usual. Loved Dawn/Spike interaction

Fav. line from that >> "How’d you know I watch that channel?” she asked indignantly.“You told me.”
“Oh, yeah…” Just makes me smile.

Hope Buffy learns to love Spike fangs and all, and doesn't end up using him, just in a differnt way this time. Look forward to seeing what you do in the follow up chapters!
For some reason SR was also behaving badly when I posted this chapter, and a lot of reviewers on there said they lost long responses as well. I really appreciate the fact that you (as well as others) have been kind enough to try a second time. Your favorite line was one of mine as well. Dawn and Spike have a wonderful brother/sister vibe and they are so similar in temperament. Any time I have a scene with the two of them, the words just write themselves. Thanks for the review. :)

IT
01/15/2008 05:55 am
Thanks for the update - I'm really enjoying this story. Ending with "They want her to get a job" was awesome! I can just see Spike flipping over that one! I like the insight Spike has into Buffy's personality and how she's so strong, but wants someone to take care of her, too. I can't wait to see how this is going to play out (maybe, maybe there's still a baby possibility....?).
I'm ashamed at how behind I am, answering my reviews. I really do appreciate your taking the time to leave one. I'm glad you enjoyed the ending, and I definitely think you're correct about Spike's reaction to it. Although she's a strong person, I believe Buffy does want to be taken care of. And I'm sure that Spike would be perfectly willing to comply. The problem lies in that she also wants to take care of all those around her, often to the extent that she hurts herself. That's what makes him so angry and it's something they will both have to work through in the future. Again, thank you for the review. :)

Ann
01/15/2008 05:17 am
It's so fascinating to read how some of this story has echoes of Season Six, and now it seems the money problems and her friends' lack of support with that besides telling her she's got problems is being repeated. I like seeing Spike and Dawn together and his thoughts about how she'd track down a murder case and her reaction to them sleeping together, without girlish squealing in delight.
At the beginning of this chapter I was happy that Buffy thought about how Spike being drunk and his words could have been spurred on by her friends' telling him about Angel. Almost immediately, though, she lost that insight or ability to think for herself. She wasn't even trying to tell herself she had to stay away and she was managing to hurt Spike! And I worry that she'll sooth herself by thinking Spike isn't as vulnerable as William, so he doesn't have any feelings to hurt; just jealousy and anger and possessiveness and a fake act of tenderness left over.
I hope to read more soon, and that Buffy wakes up to actually realizing what Spike is feeling and going through. Ignoring how he felt about being a dirty secret, what he saw about how she thought and behaved for her friends, and thinking a blowjob could make it better doesn't sound to me like she knows he's William, or someone who loves her, not just sex with her. I need to see how this plays out!
Hurting Spike was completely unintentional in Buffy's part, but you're right, it certainly didn't make it less painful for him. She's so confused at the moment and with Buffy, confusion often goes hand-in-hand with bad decisions. She truly does love him, but she has a lot of growing up to do -- and a lot of truths to face up to -- before she can give him what he deserves. The immediate assumption that sex would appease him proves that. Thanks so much for the review. :)

01/15/2008 05:12 am
Excellent chapter! I love how Dawn just 'knows.' And "they" want Buffy to get a job. Not that a job would be bad, but the fact that "they" are all deciding this, especially as Dawn already pointed out that Willow isn't paying rent.
Dawn and Spike have such a connection with each other. I think she was expecting something like that to happen and was keeping an eye out for the signs. And because she loves them both so much, I'm sure she was happy about it. I'm sorry that it took me so long to respond to your review. I'm behind on everything at the moment. But I just want to tell you how much I appreciate it. Thank you. :)