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The two parts of the death The two parts of the death Spike I remember the night when she died, that was the day when my only light of hope was extinguished. I know that I am a monster, but you treated me like a man. Without her I’m not more than a monster. I treated to help her, treated to save her sister, but I could not. So, I wait for her every night, I wait for her to appears in my dreams and see if this time I can save her, because every night I save her. Heaven whit you I treat to make it better I put white roses in your grave But you are gone You are sleeping in heaven The angels are so lucky Because the watch smile at night So, babe, don´t close the door of heaven for me I will betray my friend the devil And will put my demons to rest for you Because this hell of city don´t look so good without you The past is gone The present is very bad And the future don´t look so good from here So let me day whit you for the rest of the night Let me dance whit you one last night Wherever I was …I was happy…at peace…I think I was in heaven Buffy I let him died, which is what I think every night I understand with perfect clarity what you are. You’re a hell of a woman. You are the one, Buffy. Yes, I am the one that kill him, the one that love him and lost him. Yes, I am a hell of a woman. You are beneath me…you are soulless monster…you are a thing…I will never love you. But guesses what, I did love you, and I love you. Broken Broken… Thais the way I been from that day My live is not the same I don´t sleep at night And when I do, I dream about you The shades in the room are my companions The time past and I don´t care I live for the day and not for the future All I can do is hope for you to come back But I know that is not going to happen So, here in the dark is where I belong And this loneliness that I feel is like a curse This loneliness is like my destiny If I could choose when my dead will be then I will choose this time, this moment, this silent, and this loneliness to dead, to finally rest in pace to your side. Maybe we will be together, maybe in another time or in another live. Maybe this time we will make right. | |||
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