After Buffy’s death, Spike wants nothing more than to fall to dust. There’s only one problem, he and every other member of the undead seem to have become even more indestructible than usual. Forced to remain in a world he would happily trade for Hell, Spike must deal with his grief, the suspension of previously inviolable mystical laws, and a broken promise to a lady. Nominated at the Fang Fetish Awards, Round 6 for Most Original Element, Most Original Fiction, and Best WIP.

Goes AU during 'Entropy'. When Buffy catches Spike and Anya kissing, the green-eyed monster takes over. But could finally letting her feelings out be a good thing for the troubled Buffy, as jealousy brings about some surprising revelations.