I hug Drusilla close, ready to let her take me down with her, as she did a hundred years ago. Break all the barriers, shatter all the rules, fill me with evil blood and tear out my broken heart, so I no longer feel the pain. Spike's point of view in the Bronze and his crypt during Crush.

Spike's weekly to do list.

Probably set during season six, during his affair with Buffy. A gift for the number of fans who have told me they'd read a bloody grocery list, if I posted one.

The funeral had been in the afternoon, he’d expected everyone would have gone home but there was someone in the cemetery tonight. It was Buffy. Buffy and Angel, the grand torturer himself, flaunting their great and tragic love beneath the midnight sky. Spike comes across the two of them the night of Joyce's funeral. He's unsure how he feels about it... and can't decide what he means to do.

Buffy comes to confront Spike after that dream. Set after Out Of My Mind.

Having helped Angel save Los Angeles from Wolfram & Hart, Spike decides it's finally time to confront Buffy in Rome.

Gutter gals wanted bitey. And glasses. So I started writing. There are glasses. No explanations why, but there are glasses. And bitey. And No. Plot. at ALL. So don't go looking for one

What would happen if Buffy finally opened her eyes and realized that everything she has dreamed of and hoped for was right in front of her? An epic post-Wrecked story of love, romance, action, with a hefty pinch of magic, death, betrayal of old friendships and loss. From Sunnyhell to London, then onto Europe for a surprising confrontation in the romantic city of Venice.

Sometimes a visit from on old friend really isn't a good thing! Giles manages to lose something and it is upto Buffy and Spike to chase across the world after it. Their journey dicated by the flip of a coin which under the control of chaos magicks.

Post NFA in which Buffy hears of Angel and Spike's confrontation in the alley against the minions of the Senior Partners and decides to go and get her vampire and take him back to Rome with her (Spike of course cos a Spuffy girl here!) After this seriously AU and very much for the Spuffiers at heart. There is Angel bashing and some really big surprises. SPOILERS: Never Fade Away

Written for the Smutathon Ficathon for Haleythebat who wanted romance, comedy, snark, drunk Buffy, Buffy's bedroom at home and didn't want Angel or angst. A Season Seven fic - NC17 Be warned very Porny! Buffy and Spike are on patrol and Buffy gets a weird reaction to some demon slime and Spike has to look after her and there are some interesting consequences.

Nominated at Loves Last Glimpse Awards Well, the long and short of it? Fanwanks of missing scenes of season five, though I will eventually go off canon, because I can't help myself... In fact, this might be a bit of a non canon fanwank- but it's all in one's perspective, I suppose. Let me know what you think, and reviews are good for the soul.

An interlude during "As You Were," before Riley enters Spike's crypt. I needed an explanation of why Buffy said "William," even though I don't believe she saw what he wanted her to see. Also a commentary on the episode itself.

This story goes AU during the episode, Entropy. After witnessing a single kiss shared between Anya and Spike, Buffy is confronted with her true feelings for Spike. She's terrified that it might be too late to repair the damage she's done, but she can only hang on to the hope that Spike will be able to forgive her for all the heartache she's caused him.

Spike returns to Sunnydale with a plan to kill the Slayer, but when he finds Joyce in peril, he becomes a hero in spite of himself.

Spike returns to Sunnydale intending to kill the Slayer. Things never seem to go according to plan for that boy.