In an effort to frighten the muse into finishing this story - I'm going to start posting it. This is the fourth and last in the series that began with Loves Lost, continued with Love Awakened and Love Continued.

Cannon up until mid "Chosen". Buffy and Spike share their last night together before their fight in the HellMouth. Spike dies in the HellMouth, and Buffy relises the implications of their last night together. Beaten and broken, the Slayer must find a way to save the man she loves.

It's 1880 and Elizabeth Cecily “Buffy” Underwood is forced to choose between her duty as the Chosen One and the young man who passionately loves her

Trying to survive, Buffy traveled with her adoptived father and grandfather. Now it is time to take the fight to those that wish to kill her.

Christmas, Season 5. Spike's found a way to get his chip out and there are human evils afoot.

Inside of Spike's head in early Season Seven. He's still in the basement but Buffy knows about his soul. A/N: Since this drabble is mainly Spike's thoughts it is erradic. It is not discriptive until the end. So for the majority of the piece you have insane Spike thoughts. I hope I explained it for you. Please let me know what you think. This is not like any story that I have posted.

One shot. Set AtS. I had some trouble reconciling Spike as portrayed in AtS with the Spike of Season 7 on BtVS. Here's my take on why.

The next in the series that began with the grim Loves Lost and continued in the agnsty Love Awakened. This is Spike's next visit to Sunnydale for Buffy's eighteenth birthday...

7 years after the end of Angel, The First Evil has joined forces with Wolfram and Hart to take over our realm. The Scoobies and what's left of the AI team need any and all help they can get to defeat this new threat, especially since Buffy has been missing for the past three years. This story will be Spuffy eventually, but there is another woman in Spike's life up until then.

At the end of Chosen, Spike doesn't go to LA to be a ghosty. He finds himself in a world where he is famous and admired, but still wants to get back to Buffy. A friendly Wiccan will do her best to help him do that if she can.

Grief. . . and what it drives one man to do . . .

Takes place at the end of "The Girl in Question." What if Buffy showed up at the apartment before Angel and Spike left?

Spike's being ignored by Buffy, as usual, and gets an offer of help. Spuffy with Cordelia, Dawn, Angel, Xander, Anya and Warren’s friend, Brandon (new character) Thanks to Marzbar for her excellent Beta advice.

Set in Season 3, after Lover’s Walk, Vampire Council decides to punish those responsible for the state the Aurelius line is in and kidnap Buffy and Spike. Bloodshedverse challenge #87

A sequel to, or the next in the series, "Loves Lost" my season II dark fic in which Buffy is brutalized by Angelus and Drusilla, comforted by Spike, and rescued by Giles. This follows immediately. Um, since angst isn't one of the warnings listed, I guess I'd better do it here. This is Spuffy, but they don't get to live happily-ever-after yet.