Listening to Spike as he confessed raw moment after moment of pure emotion, as he basked in the hollow comfort of a false love, made Buffy’s cheeks flush with something other than anger. It was horribly erotic. Buffy discovers the lover robot has recordings of its time with Spike. Now that she really knows how he feels... what exactly is she going to do about it? (Winner, Sunnydale Memorial Awards round 32, Best Angst Spuffy, Best Characterization Male: Spike.)

Season Five. Riley's just left town, and when Spike is gravely injured saving Buffy's life on a nightly patrol, he needs help. Buffy, indebted, takes the wounded Spike into her care.

Glory will be mentioned sparingly, but will not feature, and the Key storyline will not appear, so don't go looking for it :)

This is the fourth and final part of my Vamp!Buffy series that started with Unreal Together, continued with Soul Survivors with an extra story about Torch/Andra called Torchair Air Eideadh. I recommend reading all three stories before reading this one. In this fourth part, Andra shows up at Buffy and Spike's doorstep. Wolfram and Hart want Andra to take the place of Angel in the grand scheme of things. Another house guest arrives that causes a rift between Spike and Buffy, but they do their best to help Andra while coping with their own problems.

Giles makes some life-changing discoveries during a stay with Buffy and her new family. (Warnings for an adorable little Spuffy baby and Daddy Spike :)

After Smashed, Spike tries to teach Buffy a lesson about who's reeaaallly in charge. But what chance does a poor vamp have against a stubborn Slayer?

An accidental wish makes Buffy switch places with her future self. Winner of Best Alternate Reality and nominated for Best Sex at the Fang Fetish Awards! Thank you to all the mods and everyone who nominated and voted for me! Nominated in several categories at the Spark and Burn Awards!

Rewrite of Season 6--A very different Buffy returns from the afterlife, and things are going to get really interesting....

Much Thanks to my excellent betas, Megan_Peta (through chapter 12) and BloodyTearsOfLife Have faith, this will be a bitey fic--it'll just take a while. All the usual disclaimers apply, re: Joss Whedon, ME, etc.

Feedback is greatly appreciated.

Based on the Pink Floyd song "Learning To Fly"--all disclaimers to rights to this song

This is intended for entertainment purposes only.

Many Many Thanks to my talented friend Karyn (aka kargrif) for the gorgeous banner...she is a true gem of a friend!

Nominated for Best Revamped and Best AU at the VKAwards! :O Nominated for The Passion Award and the Dead Things Award at the Breathless Awards! :)

It got her hot. It got her boiling, the soulless killer's coat. Spoilers through "Get It Done" in Season 7.

Grief. . . and what it drives one man to do . . .

“I know I’m already destiny’s bitch. If destiny’s really destiny, it can work itself out, can’t it? Doesn’t need a slew of bells and whistles. But I guess Angel’s destiny is special, eh? Needs help and coaxing and lots of praise? Not like us poor ordinary sods.” Buffy is furious at Angel making everyone lie to her in Pangs. So she makes one small decision, which might just change the course of destiny…. Set after Thanksgiving dinner.

Set in Season 3, after Lover’s Walk, Vampire Council decides to punish those responsible for the state the Aurelius line is in and kidnap Buffy and Spike. Bloodshedverse challenge #87

There are different kinds of pain. And different levels of hurt. This is dark-fic, kittens.

Spike's being ignored by Buffy, as usual, and gets an offer of help. Spuffy with Cordelia, Dawn, Angel, Xander, Anya and Warren’s friend, Brandon (new character) Thanks to Marzbar for her excellent Beta advice.

"Look, Buffy," Spike said. "I know it wasn’t the real reason you broke up with me, but honest, I wasn’t your dealer, your ‘Doctor’ or whatever. I was a bloody patsy is what I was." While Spike is suffering from a malfunctioning neuro-chip, Buffy finally lets him explain the events in As You Were.

Sequel to 'Fly Me to the Moon', my first Spuffy/Trek crossover. Buffy and Spike are back in Sunnydale after being mojoed to Voyager by the Troika. Buffy's ready to share the news of her relationship with Spike with the Scoobies, but the damned Troika is at it again.