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Buffy is haunted by reoccurring dreams of a lost love and how the first slayer came to be. In her quest for understanding, she comes across an ancient tome in which she has an unexplainable deep connection to. Needing to know why and what is locked inside it's pages, she finds herself relying upon some old and unexpected allies for their help. Yet the question remains, if this book is possibly the key to unlocking a mystery generations in the making, is she truly prepared to learn the true origin of a slayer's power?

Nominated at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards (Round 32): Best Drama, Best NC-17, Best Pairing Conventional, Best Plot, Best Post-Series Fic, Best Unfinished Fic, Best Characterization: Buffy. Many thanks!
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Chapters: 18 - Words: 42,019 - Started: 03/31/2015 - Updated: 10/27/2015 03:32 pm

What happened when The God of Love and Desire stumbled upon a fighting Buffy and Spike, and decided to intervene?
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Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,449 - Started: 01/30/2015 - Updated: 02/10/2015 11:48 pm

A slightly different twist on "Crush". What would've happened if Spike truly meant, "Bloody well through playing"?
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Chapters: 1 - Words: 648 - Started: 01/08/2015 - Updated: 01/08/2015 03:34 pm

It has been said many times, "Christmas is a time for giving".  Set during Season Six, Spike redefines "giving".
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Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,480 - Started: 12/29/2014 - Updated: 12/29/2014 08:51 pm

It is said, Absence makes the heart grow fonderDoes this hold true for Buffy and Spike, even after ten years?  Has all this time apart changed them so much that they are unable to fit into one another’s lives, or have they changed just enough to finally meet on the common ground of mutual respect?    Post "Not Fade Away"                                                                                                                         
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Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,237 - Started: 05/29/2014 - Updated: 06/16/2014 09:10 pm

Set in Season 4, Buffy and the gang are quietly celebrating the holiday season.  Throw in an naughty impromptu roommate and an even naughtier sweetened beverage, and the Scoobies get far more than they were bargaining for.  
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Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,206 - Started: 12/24/2013 - Updated: 12/24/2013 05:16 am

It was the Tuesday before Christmas and Buffy hoped after a quick patrol she’d finally be earning a much-needed break. However, this was still the Hellmouth, which is the perfect place for a few of Santa’s disgruntled elves to stir up a little trouble.     
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Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,387 - Started: 12/20/2012 - Updated: 12/20/2012 05:47 pm

In Season Three’s episode “Lover’s Walk,” Buffy and Spike fall victim to a binding spell that was accidentally triggered during the fight at the Magic Box.
How will two sworn enemies react when their utmost desire to bring about the other’s death is now replaced with bizarre primal urges and lusty cravings?  Then add a dash of telepathy, Angel as The Brooding Wonder, the Scoobies, and Giles’ frequent spectacle cleaning, and you have the makings of one helluva ride.  Written for VioletRoze88’s challenge on EF of the same title.

Runner-Up at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 26 for Best Unfinished, and Runner Up for Best Characterization: Spike---Many Thanks!!!!

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Chapters: 12 - Words: 26,907 - Started: 03/26/2012 - Updated: 07/16/2012 08:20 am

Set during the episode “Replacements,” Toth’s second blast of badness strikes Spike instead of his lamp.  How will the Scoobies deal with a visitor from the past?  Will they be able to restore the obligate symbiotic relationship between monster and man before it’s too late?

Winner at Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 25 for Best Episode Re-Write, Runner Up for Best Plot-Spike Pairing, and Best Unfinished------Many Thanks!!!!

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Chapters: 18 - Words: 49,938 - Started: 09/17/2011 - Updated: 03/12/2012 09:29 pm

Buffy and Spike go to the movies.  Shortly into the film, Spike goes all Siskel and Edbert letting her and the other movie patrons know what he really thinks.

Winner at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards Round 25: Best Comedy, Best Pairing Conventional, and Best Post-Series--Many thanks!

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Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,691 - Started: 11/13/2011 - Updated: 11/13/2011 08:59 am

Set in Season 6, during Life Serial.  Buffy and Spike are sharing a couple of drinks.  How a little drinking game, can bring out the lust between our two favorite characters.

  *****RUNNER UP SunnyD Awards Round 21: Best Comedy*****
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Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,628 - Started: 06/24/2011 - Updated: 06/24/2011 02:20 am

Set in Season 6, Spike reflects on his relationship with Buffy.
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Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,021 - Started: 06/24/2011 - Updated: 06/24/2011 01:57 am

Since Spike was seen in LA a few months prior, Wolfram and Hart has taken an interest in the “Slayer of Slayers.” With their knowledge of his recapture by the Initiative, negotiations began. Once Buffy discovered the commandos and The Initiative, she was shown their inner-workings. Based on trust, she joined forces, or so she thought. With Buffy and Spike’s notoriety, Wolfram and Hart saw a lucrative opportunity. Utilizing their skills and ingrained hatred for one another, to showcase them in an underground demon fight club in Los Angeles, where the rich get richer, and only the strongest survive. Now that the ultimate match has now been set --- Vampire against Slayer, how will a recently un-chipped Spike and Buffy react when they are thrust into the world of ‘The Ring’?
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Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,391 - Started: 04/08/2010 - Updated: 04/10/2010 02:37 am

Spike reflects on his life, eighty years after Buffy has passed. This story happens at the end of Season 5. Buffy was never resurrected by Willow.
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Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,554 - Started: 01/04/2010 - Updated: 01/04/2010 01:39 pm