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Jun 17 2007 04:15 am   #1Guest
Hi all, I am looking for a fic that I am sure I read on adultfanfiction.net but I can't remember the name or find it for the life of me. It takes place in season 2, Angelus turns buffy the night she was fighting in the cemetary sick. Spike is at the mansion but Angelus has ordered no minions to feed him so he's not doing to good. Angelus and Dru rape and torture buffy for a while and record her killing and send the tape to the scooby gang. Then angelus has a big "party" kills a lot, then disowns buffy as her sire, which means she will kill herself a dawn. the scoobies try to rescue her but it's to late, spike has already claimed her and taken her to a safe house. during the scoobies failed rescue, zander gets burned really bad. In the end buffy and spike go to the scoobies for help in killing angelus. It's really good and I would like to read it again but can't find it. Any help would be appreciated. thanks
Jun 17 2007 07:33 am   #2maryperk

That's Mastery by ComedyofErrors.  She's taken down her stories from the net.

Jun 17 2007 07:35 am   #3Goldm00n

I think I found it

http://www.bringonthebloodshed.com/bloodshedverse/fiction/mastery.htm

 


Jun 17 2007 04:25 pm   #4SpikeHot

Here's a link that works

http://www.sinister-attraction.org/stories/c/mastery.htm

Jun 20 2007 07:01 am   #5Guest
Wow, you guys are great. Do you think you could help me find a few more from someone who has left the fandom? Her name is Kari mouke the stories I can no longer find are Bent Acting on Instinct The two Janes Normal all would be appreciated. thank you so much.
Jun 20 2007 07:08 am   #6Guest
Sorry I forgot to specify the name of each title they are "bent", "acting on instinct" "the two janes" and "normal" They are all by kari mouke she is a great writer and I can find some of her work on line but can't find copies of these. If you could find them i would be eternally greatful.
Jun 20 2007 07:09 am   #7Guest

Try using the Internet Archive Wayback machine. I found most of her stories that way, and than saved them all. There are also some on Morbid Desires, I know Normal is on that one.

Jun 20 2007 07:17 am   #8Guest

Normal by Kari Mouke: http://www.morbiddesires.com/MDarchives/normal.html

Acting on Instinct by Kari Mouke:

http://web.archive.org/web/20041205151950/www.thetwojanes.com/photo_1.html

Jun 20 2007 07:31 am   #9Guest

Found The Two Janes. http://web.archive.org/web/20041205161703/www.thetwojanes.com/photo_5.html

Jun 20 2007 07:34 am   #10Guest

Still trying to find Bent, can't remember where I found it. I thought it was on Deadly Passions, but I looked and I can't find it.

Jun 20 2007 08:04 am   #11Guest

Unfortunately I couldn't find Bent. I do have a saved copy if you would like me to send it to you. On another not, I have another link for a great story by ComedyofErrors that was taken down if you are interested in reading it. It's called Sympathy For The Devil.

http://offline.buffy.cd/outlink_en.php?module=/webserver/offline/www.bloodshedverse.com/challenges.php@minstory=250

Jun 20 2007 08:56 am   #12Caro Mio

Sympathy for the Devil was such an awesome story! Do you have it complete?

What If I'm Not the Slayer? now updated with chapters 22 and 23.
Jun 20 2007 09:29 am   #13Guest

Yeah, I found it complete. I was so happy. I've been looking for a complete version of that story for a long time.

Jun 20 2007 07:27 pm   #14JoJoBird

http://community.livejournal.com/seeking_spike/    Please use the community Seeking Spike, its what its for!

Jun 21 2007 01:06 am   #15maryperk

Is Bent a Angelus/Buffy/Spike threesome story?

Jun 21 2007 01:45 am   #16Guest

Yeah. Spike gets captured by the Intiative, Buffy smells him on Riley, she goes to Angel and releases Angelus to help rescue him, but I think Spike ends up escaping in a Riot. They pretend that Spike has a chip or soul, and I think at the end of it the go to South America to deal with Holtz who has killed Drusilla. I also think Buffy becomes a vampire in it.

Jun 21 2007 06:26 am   #17maryperk

Okay, I've read that on a Angel(us)/Buffy/Spike site.  I no longer have the web addy, but I know I originally got it from Tamibrandt.  You might be able to contact her to see if that site is still online.  She has some stories here on BSV, so you might be able to contact her through that.

Jun 21 2007 06:47 am   #18Guest
Guest, I couldn't find Bent, but if you have a saved copy I would love to have it. If you could e-mail me at maryann-25@hotmail.com I would really appreciate it. I am trying to register to be a member of this board but am having some trouble. But any stories you have I would be willing to accept from you. thank you so much to everybody.
Jun 21 2007 05:39 pm   #19Guest

I'm sending it to you in two parts cause it was too big for one email.

Jun 21 2007 05:58 pm   #20Guest

Ironically just after I sent it to you, I found a link for it.

Jun 22 2007 04:28 am   #21Guest

I am all so looking for Bent . It is the only story by her I dont have saved. Could you please send it to me ? My email zombiegirl.debra@gmail.com.

Jun 22 2007 04:52 am   #22Guest

Sent it. If anyone else wants it here's a link for it. http://dark-desire.org/passions/archive/bent.htm

Jul 01 2007 07:24 am   #23Guest

lol. i have a kari question too do you know where ican get her one fic, i forgot what it's called, where buffy looses her soul and goes to new orleans? i'd really appreciate it!

Jul 01 2007 04:43 pm   #24JoJoBird

 

Please visit Seeking Spike for a quick reply on your fic request, This is a LiveJournal site the survives soely on helping people find their fics so use it PLEASE

http://community.livejournal.com/seeking_spike/  

Jul 02 2007 12:37 am   #25Always_jbj

JoJoBird, Seeking Spike is a wonderful community and a fabulous resource; however, people ARE still allowed to ask about fics here on the forum or even on the tag (although the forum is the better choice as the post doesn't end up getting lost like it does on tag).

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Some will love and some will curse you, baby
You can go to war
But only if you have to 


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Jul 02 2007 01:05 am   #26Guest
To Guest From Guest You said you sent me bent in two parts but I never got them. Do you think you could do it agian? maryann-25@hotmail.com thanks a lot.
Jul 02 2007 01:59 am   #27Guest

I'm sorry you never got the mail I sent. Maybe I typed your e-mail wrong. Though after I sent you, or seemed to send you that, I found a link for that story. . http://dark-desire.org/passions/archive/bent.htm. If the link doesn't work, tell me, and I'll try to send the fic to you again in an e-mail.

Jul 02 2007 08:10 am   #28Guest
the link doesn't work for me. could you please send me the story. I would appreciate it greatly. maryann-25@hotmail.com thank you so much
Jul 02 2007 08:27 am   #29Guest

I'll try, hope you get them this time. Tell me if you don't.

Jul 03 2007 07:48 pm   #30Guest

Does anyone know where you can find "It All Started with Sex" by Kari Mouke?

Jul 03 2007 09:49 pm   #31Guest

Here ya go.

 

http://web.archive.org/web/20051210021422/www.thetwojanes.com/KariIASWS.htm

 

ladycat713

Jul 03 2007 11:02 pm   #32Guest

Oh My Gosh, thanks soo Much!!

Jul 04 2007 06:46 am   #33Guest
Hey, Still no e-mail. If I try to copy and paste from the link it comes up super tiny on my screen. I hope i'm giving you the right address. it is maryann-25@hotmail.com thanks for all the help you've been giving me. I really appreciate this.
Jul 04 2007 07:17 am   #34Guest

I'm pretty sure that's what I've been typing out. Do you have any other e-mail I might be able to try to send it to? I'll try the one you gave me again, but I'm not sure it's going to work. Hope it does.

Jul 04 2007 07:22 am   #35Guest

 lol. i have a kari question too do you know where ican get her one fic, i forgot what it's called, where buffy looses her soul and goes to new orleans? i'd really appreciate it!

Jul 04 2007 10:11 am   #36Guest

That one is called Deviant Paths. I don't know where to find it though.

Jul 05 2007 10:02 pm   #37Jace Nox

I said I wouldn't ask for a fic find for a while but I had a story that popped into my head and I can not for the life of me remember the title or the author.  I know it's in season six because Willow brings Buffy back but Buffy's not happy and she kicks both Xander and Willow out of her life, but first she took Willow's powers away.  And kept Anya and Tara as her friends.  Thanks for the help.

Jace

Jul 06 2007 12:36 am   #38maryperk

Sounds like Jack's The Time of The Guardians story.  http://www.forbiddenkisses.com/efiction/categories.php?catid=14

Jul 06 2007 01:18 am   #39Guest

It could also be Spikespet_slayer's Learning to Fly.  It's at the Crypt.

Jul 06 2007 02:35 am   #40Jace Nox

Thanks Maryperk and guest.  It was Jack's story.   But thanks for the other story, I will have to read that one.

Thanks ya'll,

Jace

Jul 08 2007 07:02 am   #41Guest
hey guest, I still haven't been able to recieve bent from you. maybe if you give me your e mail address I can e mail you, and you can then reply to me and see if the e mail goes through?
Jul 08 2007 08:29 am   #42Jace Nox

hey guest email me and I will get you bent. 

Jul 09 2007 08:42 pm   #43Guest

Hey, I'm looking for two stories, both by Moxie: "Setting Him Free" and "Something to Live For." Thanks!

Jul 09 2007 10:56 pm   #44Guest

Help!  Somewhere on the BSV, there is a story where Spike is an elf (or fey, or fairy).  Takes place in Season 5 or 6, because Spike has the crypt.  Spike learns magick, Willow and Tara end up hanging out with Spike and his pet dragon, and Willow gets him to help her reverse a mind-reading spell she did that went wrong. 

I seem to have misplaced it.

Thanks!  Willow25

Jul 09 2007 11:39 pm   #45maryperk

Willow25, could that be In League with Serpents by weyrwolfen?

Jul 10 2007 01:24 am   #46Guest

Thanks, Mary, but that's not the one; although there are similar points.  Okay, let me try to remember more details...

Spike took a magical trip to the Fairy world, but was not absent at all from Sunnydale due to dimension shift.  Umm, Spike got his Soul, and went into therapy.  Oh, and Spike can shapeshift.

Does that ring a bell with anyone?

Thanks, Willow25

Jul 10 2007 02:45 am   #47Guest

Drawing Down the Moon. It's on the site.

Jul 10 2007 09:33 am   #48Guest

For the Guest who was looking for Moxie fics, there are several of hers archived at Sinister Attraction. And "Something Worth Fighting For" is absolutely wonderful!

Here's the link to the author listing:

http://www.sinister-attraction.org/authors/m2.htm

Enjoy!

scarlett2u

 

Jul 11 2007 07:53 am   #49Guest

Alright, I didn,t want to have to ask, but I'm looking for two fics.  I just can't find them or remember the titles.  One is a vamp!Buffy scenario, where Faith sacrifices herself so Buffy's first meal will be slayer blood so she can keep her soul.

The other one has Xander chasing all accross the country to find potentials.  He finds one in NY with a little sister.  There's also a scene where they are getting directed by Willow on the phone and she makes them take a wrong turn.

Ring any bells?

Jul 11 2007 02:04 pm   #50Jace Nox

The second one is part of the Gates of Time Trilogy the first story is Back Track by AuthoressNebula. (linked to first story)

you can find her at Elysian fields.


Jul 11 2007 05:59 pm   #51slaymesoftly

I've read that first one - but it was a long time ago.  My recollection is that it was quite dark - lot's of torture, etc.  Sorry I can't tell you the title or author, but if you look for works by authors who write those themes - probably on All About Spike - you might find it.  Or, try Seeking Spike on LJ. Someone there will know it.

I am not a minion of Evil...
I am upper management.
Jul 12 2007 07:16 am   #52Jace Nox

I remember the first one too and I think it's the one where Xander became a vamp too.  I wish I could remember, all   I know it was good.

Jul 12 2007 02:42 pm   #53spikeskat
One is a vamp!Buffy scenario, where Faith sacrifices herself so Buffy's first meal will be slayer blood so she can keep her soul.

Here's the link for it: http://sunnyhellhaven.iwebland.com/hesback1-7.htm#Chapter%20Seven.

Yes, it drove me crazy until I found it. *sigh*

Kat

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Jul 12 2007 08:04 pm   #54maryperk

He's Back is posted at Sinister Attraction, too.  I know it's finished at SA.

Nov 04 2007 04:49 am   #55Guest
Can anyone help me find a 2 fics. All I remember is Angel comes to sunnydale and already has a claim on Angel. I dont know how but he loses his memory. I think that it was Giles that made Angel remove the claim which he did. The second fic is Willow brings buffy back from the grave without her powers. Spike, Buffy and Dawn go to Africa to get her powers back. She becomes the only slayer and Angel gets staked at the end. PLEASE HELP
Nov 04 2007 05:19 am   #56maryperk

The first one sounds like a story by JackofSpikes called When a Slayer Cries.  http://www.forbiddenkisses.com/efiction/viewstory.php?sid=10&warning=R

 

And the second sounds like one of ZoeGrace's, but I can't remember the title or anything

Nov 06 2007 05:19 am   #57Guest
I tried posting here or probably didnt work so ill try again. Im looking for a couple fics 1) Spuffy is dating and Spike lives in the house with Dawn. Dawn has a friend/boyfriend i forget which who hates vampires. He kidnaps Spike and Buffy and has Dawn watch what is gong on. He tells Dawn that she has to stake Spike because hes drinking. I think another boy that has a crush on Dawn helps her to get Spike and Buffy back. 2)Its a oneshot and Spike visits season one Buffy as a ghost and tells her to sta away from Angel. When Spike comes to town they meet and kiss it ends there. 3)Spike and Buffy are taking a bus and on that bus is OZ. Turns out they are going to the same place
Nov 06 2007 06:58 am   #58maryperk

The first one sounds vaguely familiar.  You might try Sinister Attraction for that one.  No help on number two.  Number three is The Rest of Your Life by Ariel Dawn.  It's here on BSV.

Nov 06 2007 11:46 am   #59SpikeHot

I'm not looking for a particular story, but I'm wondering if there were stories where Giles knew about the attempted rape. Spuffy of course.

Nov 08 2007 10:34 am   #60Guest

I read this fic a loooooong time ago. It is the spuffy version of Moulin Rouge. Does anyone know where I can find it?

Nov 14 2007 03:23 pm   #61Guest
Spike and Buffy are both kidnapped and held in cells. Two nice people come in to feed them while they are kidnapped. Buffy and Spike tell their nice captors their stories. They other captors change the temperature and make buffy sick. The nice captors who have been listening to their stories help them out. Please help me find this fic. Thanx
Nov 14 2007 10:15 pm   #62cereza

I'm in the mood for Vamp!Buffy and Slayer!Spike fic (there is a similar theme on Spuffy Lovin', but for all Vamp!Buffy stories). Can you recommend me anything? I would be good if it both Buffy and Spike were still themselves... I've just read a fic, where Buffy was swearing with British accent and Spike was an American... I felt strange and confused, 'cause I had problems with imagining them like that. It was a bit fun, but only for awhile.

"People," Geralt turned his head, "like to invent monsters and monstrosities. Then they seem less monstrous themselves. (...) They find it easier to live."
~ Andrzej Sapkowski, The Last Wish
Nov 15 2007 01:06 am   #63Always_jbj

I have a Vamp Buffy but no Slayer Spike, as does Slaymesoftly.

Shades of Something Blue by Tam (Spikeslovebite) has Vamp Buffy and Slayer Spike. I can't think of any more...although I am sure there are more out there.

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Nov 15 2007 05:25 am   #64Guest

Spike and Buffy are both kidnapped and held in cells. Two nice people come in to feed them while they are kidnapped. Buffy and Spike tell their nice captors their stories. They other captors change the temperature and make buffy sick. The nice captors who have been listening to their stories help them out. Please help me find this fic. Thanx

That sounds a lot like the Ostara Project by Kismet. It's not an exact match, but it's close. Buffy and Spike are kidnapped by a mysterious group and experimented on. (Buffy's body temperature is manipulated.) Two of their captors help them escape. It's a crossover with La Femme Nikita. The only place I know it is Sinister Attraction.

http://www.sinister-attraction.org/authors/k.htm#Kismet

Nov 18 2007 05:22 am   #65Guest
i just got a new computer and have to find all the fics again. Imhaving trouble finding one. Spike had no hands. Angel and Spike fight and Buffy comes to the apartment and finds a pile of dust which is Angel.
Nov 18 2007 01:36 pm   #66Guest

Sounds like Needy by Icemink.

Dec 01 2007 07:46 am   #67Guest
the first one is when Spike is spanking Buffy and smells her arousel and puts her on the dryer. 2. There is another where the have sex on a dryer also. Please help
Dec 01 2007 09:24 am   #68Serenity
"I mock you with my monkey pants!"

Hey Cereza! If you are still interested in a Vamp!Buffy/Slayer!Spike fic I have one over on the Spuffy Realm. It's called Lose Control, still a WIP at the moment, but should be finished soon...only about five chapters to go, more or less.

:spuffy:

 

Dec 01 2007 02:54 pm   #69cereza

Thank you :) I'll definitely read it!

"People," Geralt turned his head, "like to invent monsters and monstrosities. Then they seem less monstrous themselves. (...) They find it easier to live."
~ Andrzej Sapkowski, The Last Wish
Dec 01 2007 03:28 pm   #70slaymesoftly

Hey, guest - towards the end of my Just a Little Spell, Spike and Buffy have sex on a dryer.  Could that be it?

I am not a minion of Evil...
I am upper management.
Dec 01 2007 04:09 pm   #71Guest

Hey guys, i wonder if you can help me. I've been looking for this fic for *ages*. Its AU, spike is a male hooker and buffy is a rich girl who nearly runs him over. They then have lost of sex and fall in love. I can't remember the title or author. Any help would be awesome. Thanks.

Dec 01 2007 04:20 pm   #72Guest

Hey guys i wonder if you could help me. I've been looking for this fic for *ages*. It AU, spike is a male hooker and buffy is a rich girl who almost runs him down in her car. They then have heaps of sex and fall in love. I can't remember where i found it, who wrote it or what its called but it’s awesome. Any help would be beyond amazing. Thanks.

Dec 01 2007 10:16 pm   #73slaymesoftly

You aren't going to find any AH fics on here, guest. But I guess somebody might recognize it from somewhere else.

I am not a minion of Evil...
I am upper management.
Dec 03 2007 02:54 am   #74Guest
Slaymesoftly - I love that story,but thats not it. All I remember is Spike puts Buffy over his knee and spanks her after he smells her arousel he takes her to the dryer and turns it on while he does laundry she triesto get off but he wont let her. I think she is pretending to have the mind of a lttle girl but imnot sure.
Dec 03 2007 03:15 am   #75Nika

Guest, I remember a story like that I read once on Morbid Desires. In the story, do you remember if Hank Summers tried to have Angel kill Spike? Because if that one's it, I think you might be able to find it on adultfanfiction.net.

"Perhaps a great love is never returned."

-Dag Hammersjold
Dec 03 2007 06:17 am   #76maryperk

Isn't the one with the dryer by um.... Sarah Aless?

Dec 03 2007 01:10 pm   #77slaymesoftly

Ah, okay, Guest. I thought you were saying there were two fics where they have sex on a large laundry appliance and thought JLS might be the second one. Should read more carefully, shouldn't I?:)

I am not a minion of Evil...
I am upper management.
Dec 14 2007 04:06 pm   #78Guest
Hey everybody I looking for a fic where Willow is Evil and controled by magic. She hates the fact that Spuffy is spending somuch time together. She makes money appear in Buffy bank accounts. Thats all I remember. Please help
Dec 14 2007 04:06 pm   #79Guest
Hey everybody I looking for a fic where Willow is Evil and controled by magic. She hates the fact that Spuffy is spending somuch time together. She makes money appear in Buffy bank accounts. Thats all I remember. Please help
Dec 15 2007 04:27 am   #80Guest

I think it's the Heart of Darkness eries you're looking for. It's by shoshanna .

http://users.cwnet.com/shoshana/fiction.htm

This is the link to her fic page . I definitely recommend her work.

Dec 16 2007 04:35 pm   #81maga_124

Hello everybody! I've been looking for a fic for a long time now, with no luck. Spike and Buffy were dreaming of each other, and started sleeping together. The Iniciative or the Council found out and tried to kill them both, so the scoobies helped them leave Sunnydale and run away. Some years after that they are needed asap, so Willow casts a spell to bring them to Sunnydale but ends up with three different Spikes and Buffys: the Spike and Buffy from the story, the Spike and Buffy from canon, a Spike from a reality in which Buffy died and was never resuscitated, and a Buffy from a reality in which everybody else has died who is disabled (think she had a cane or something). The story was already finished when I read it, at least two years ago. I remember it had a neat and happy ending, with everybody paired up.

Any help will be greatly appreciated. Thanks!

Dec 16 2007 05:06 pm   #82Guest
The only thing i remember about the fic im looking for is the ending. It talks about how the producers or crew cant find the seasons tape because it missing or rewritten. Im not sure if it is a time travel fic. PLEASE HELP
Dec 16 2007 05:50 pm   #83slaymesoftly

Hi Maga_124,  The fic you are looking for is by Eurydice. I don't recall the title, but I'm sure you can find it at her website www.loveslastglimpse.com.

I am not a minion of Evil...
I am upper management.
Dec 16 2007 09:39 pm   #84Izzy

Hi, I was on a site called Elysian Fields ages ago, or I think that was the site. I read a time-travel fic but didn't complete it and I haven't been able to find it for months! In it, Spike gets sent back in time to early Season Five, with a soul. He knows something about Joyce getting sick and helps her, so suspicious and overstressed Buffy decides he might be a part of everything going on because he seems to know a bunch of the bad guys' moves. So, she 'questions' him. When he won't answer she beats him viciously and starts crying and yelling and loses control. Healing at Giles' the Watcher uses a truth spell on the vampire to find out how he knew everything. Later, Joyce dies no matter how Spike tried to help. I remember a line where Spike is drinking in his crypt, swamped by guilt, and yells at Giles about BLOOD THINNERS all in caps. Seems Dawn told Spike their mom died of a blood clot not an aneurysm and he thought watching out for a blood clot let the aneurysm kill her in this timeline. 

It's been so long, I can't remember everything else clearly. If anyone else can I would be very grateful.



Dec 16 2007 11:36 pm   #85Nika

I believe that one is Here Is Gone by Terri Botta.

"Perhaps a great love is never returned."

-Dag Hammersjold
Dec 16 2007 11:56 pm   #86Izzy

YES! Nika, thank you! I can't believe I missed it, but I guess when I was looking all the details I had were useless when the summary was so sparse. It's so great to actually get an answer, finally! :happy:


Dec 17 2007 12:10 am   #87Guest

Guest I think this is it

Buffy and Spike Lost in Cyberspace by Anne Rose

http://blake.prohosting.com/~annerose/btvs_stories/cyberspace.html

Dec 17 2007 12:24 am   #88Guest

mag 124 . I think is it

Fueled Enchantment by Nightmelody

http://buffy.adultfanfiction.net/story.php?no=9358

Dec 17 2007 01:29 am   #89Guest

This forum is already so great I actually have faith in asking a question that it will be answered. After so long being completely ignored  :wall:  I really hope that someone will recognize the story I've been trying to find for AGES. I put in a bunch of detail because I can't remember a lot of the really important stuff, so sorry if it's overdone.

A WIP that is one of the many fics during "The Gift". Spike is alone up on the tower with Dawn, who is bleeding and opened the portal. He speaks to her, then bites her despite the chip. Dawn is so shocked she doesn't struggle until she realizes what he's going to do but she couldn't stop him from throwing himself into the portal. Spike closes it and his dust rains down on them.  Afterwards, Dawn is angry that the Scoobies are so happy they 'won' without anyone important dying. She collected Spike's dust on her clothes to keep it and puts something int he bathroom on his bitemarks on her neck so they'll scar. Dawn starts spending time at Spike's crypt, doing her homework and painting her nails black and sloshing whiskey in the corners so it'll smell like he lives there. She performed a simple spell to keep everyone out unless invited.

The Scoobies think the crypt is haunted and want to exorcise the ghost. Dawn is the only one allowed to go in, so they want her to do the spell that needs to be in the building. When she's chanting she starts glowing green from the Key affecting the spell. Dawn jumps up suddenly, talking to Spike and crying and hugging him and telling him not to cry, but the Scoobies outside can't see him or hear him. Dawn's side of the conversation shows Spike thinks Buffy died to close the portal. When he hears that Buffy isn't dead, that he died, Spike said something 'worked' to change it. The witches break the spell from outside. Dawn is furious but everyone tells her she's a kid, it was a dream, Spike wasn't real. Dawn throws something at Buffy and runs off crying. The Scoobies see she threw a familiar, silver lighter a dram couldn't have left her.

Can anyone help me? Even if this fic is still a WIP I have got to find it to read it over again or find the author. Please help!  :(

Dec 17 2007 02:37 am   #90maga_124

Yesss! Than you! That was it! I can´t believe I finally found it, I´ve asked about it before (in another fourm) but got nothing.

Thanks for the help!

You're all incredible!! =)

 

Dec 17 2007 03:25 am   #91Scarlet Ibis

Guest--that's Theohara's/Meghan O'Hara's "Every Night I Save You."  I don't know if you have to be on her friend's list to read it, but here's the link:  http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=theohara&keyword=BtVS:+Every+Night+I+Save+You&filter=all

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Feb 28 2008 03:24 am   #92Guest
Hey guys,
I'm just looking for a fic on Spuffy Realm. It has to do with vamp buffy getting turned by a vamp who killed Drusilla in Prague. Anyone know about this story? Thanks!
Feb 28 2008 07:28 am   #93firefreezes
cereza,

if by any chance you're still looking for more slayer!spike and vamp!buffy fics, there's a pretty great trilogy by starshine over at adultfanfiction.net called Nocturnal Bravura...

http://buffy.adultfanfiction.net/authors.php?no=27469
"Thoughts become things, choose good ones."
Feb 28 2008 02:22 pm   #94Guest
Thank you!
Feb 29 2008 01:40 am   #95Guest
Okay, I hope I'm allowed to do this and if not, please don't kill me, but I am looking for some really great Ganya fics. I've read everything on Lori's site, Investigations & Acquisitions and (pretty much all of the drabbles/ficlets on the Ganya livejournal site she runs) and I've read all of always_jbj's Ganya (but it was some time ago so I think I might just go back and re-read) but I'm wondering if there is anymore out there? If so, could you please give me site/fic links please? I'd appreciate it very much.

PLUS

Other than here at the wonderful BSV, what other multi-author sites would you recommend for some really great Spuffy fics? I'm talking smut!, angsty enough to make me sob buckets and grrr! enough to make me throw things at my monitor.

As a bonus, does anyone know of any fics where Kennedy gets the crap beat out of her, preferably regularly, but I'll settle for a really serious one-time beatdown that leads to her being dumped and/or killed?

Thank you very much in advance and I do apologize if I'm not allowed to ask for anything non-Spuffy.

Indy
Feb 29 2008 01:41 am   #96Indigo Stevens
Crud! That was me up there asking for Ganya etc. I forgot to log in.



Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping... ...waiting... And though unwanted... ...unbidden... it will stir...open its jaws, and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... Passion rules us all. And we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace. But we would be hollow. Empty rooms, shuttered and dank... Without passion, we'd be truly dead ~Angelus, BtVS Season 2, Passion episode
Feb 29 2008 02:29 am   #97Always_jbj
The Tales of Giles and Anya by Talesofspike www.he-s-no-angel.net/9GA/GA0T.htm
Aim from the heart
Some will love and some will curse you, baby
You can go to war
But only if you have to 


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Feb 29 2008 02:36 am   #98Guest
Looking for The Fallout by Kari Mouke, The Itch by Gilly Bean, Such Pretty Color by Amanda K., and Spellbound by Jeni. Thanks.
Feb 29 2008 03:09 am   #99Indigo Stevens
Thank you JBJ :)



Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping... ...waiting... And though unwanted... ...unbidden... it will stir...open its jaws, and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... Passion rules us all. And we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace. But we would be hollow. Empty rooms, shuttered and dank... Without passion, we'd be truly dead ~Angelus, BtVS Season 2, Passion episode
Feb 29 2008 03:54 am   #100Kimmyadams
I found some Comedyoferrors at Sinister Attraction, but Sympathy for the devil is incomplete there. Does anyone have the complete version and if so could you email it to me at nea2sweet@netzero.net? I would really appreciate it. I read part of it and didn't want to finish unless I had the complete story...Wips drive me nuts!lol 

I actually have The fallout on my hardrive but it is in a compressed file emailed to me by another BSV member sometime ago. I have no idea how to email it or get it to email form so I will have to have help.

I noticed sometime earlier on this forum, that someone asked about Darkeyed Seer's story 'Drawing down the moon.' I have been in email contact with her and she has been going thru hell with Bi-polar disease and has nearly taken her own life. I rec'd permission to let everyone know this. I don't know when or if she will ever be able to finish because the meds she is on have somewhat damaged her ability to be creative. Thanks everyone :D

Kimmy
Kimmy
Feb 29 2008 11:45 am   #101Guest
When someone find The Fallout and Spellbound can you post it up? Thanks.
Mar 01 2008 05:06 am   #102MissMartin
I have Kari Moukes' Fallout and ComedyofErrors' Sympathy for the Devil, complete. Fallout I can send out, but the link for ComedyofErrors is not working so I am cutting and pasting the fic, for some reason if I try and paste too much at once it screws it up but I will work on it tomorrow morning. Just leave me an email, I also have Mastery by ComedyofErrors.  Also, Kimmyadams, SA is full of viruses and I would reccomend staying off that site, it will infect your computer, FYI.

wow, who doesn't love wayback? Jeni's Spellbound
http://web.archive.org/web/20050307045546/www.darklydreaming.com/FicIndex.html

Such Pretty Color by Amanda K.
http://web.archive.org/web/20050905102233/http://www.bringonthebloodshed.com/bloodshedverse/fiction/suchprettycolor.htm

The Itch by Gilly Bean
http://vampires-kiss.net/fics/theitch.html
Mar 01 2008 06:05 am   #103Indigo Stevens
Ok, read all of Taslesofspike's Ganya fics--any others out there??



Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping... ...waiting... And though unwanted... ...unbidden... it will stir...open its jaws, and howl. It speaks to us... guides us... Passion rules us all. And we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love... the clarity of hatred... and the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we'd know some kind of peace. But we would be hollow. Empty rooms, shuttered and dank... Without passion, we'd be truly dead ~Angelus, BtVS Season 2, Passion episode
Mar 02 2008 01:43 am   #104Guest
Hi! Looking for a fic, think it's completed. Take place S4 or 5, the Initiative is involved. Spike and Buffy have a truce or an understanding for some reason, can't remember. Spike is hanging around. At one point he is helping Joyce out at the gallery and Buffy drops in and finds him. She is dating Riley at the time. A fight in an alley and Buffy guiltily has to tell Riley about being the Slayer and he talks about the Initiative. Spike and Riley have a cool showdown in the Bronze and Spike leaves. Been a while since I read it, so the details are fuzzy but these events were a lot cooler than I'm making them sound. Anyway! Spike is captured by the Initiative and given a chip but held in a cell. Buffy finally finds him, I think Riley tried to make her think Spike abandoned her or something, and she goes into the Initiative. Riley is definitely bad and Walsh and he are taken hostage by Buffy and lead her to the starved vampire and expect him to kill Buffy right away. Later on all the demons are getting free and Spike is unable to attack Riley properly b/c of the chip. Buffy shouts "I wish he didn't have that stupid chip in his head!" One of the demons captured, think it was Halfrek, says 'Done.' Then she teleports away. Spike's chip is gone.

Anyone recognize this at all? Please? Post!!
Mar 02 2008 02:41 am   #105slaymesoftly
Rachel has rid SA of all the viruses (as of a few days ago. She was asking for people with good virus protection to double check it for her). According to her post yesterday, it's up and running.  She is planning to add a few features and bring all the unfinished fics up to date - and then she will stop maintaining it, but will leave it up so that readers can always go there when they want to.  A lot of work for her to do when she is completely out of this fandom.

Indigo - that' s my "Boy Good" and you can find it here.  fhttp://www.bloodshedverse.com/stories.php?go=chapters&no=5990
It's actually Season IV and is a sequel to ZoeyGrace's very funny "Boy Smell Good" which is based on the magic beer episode.
I am not a minion of Evil...
I am upper management.
Mar 02 2008 03:33 am   #106Izzy
I was just looking over a site that apparently had some problems and is now running again, called the BS Diaries. I found a fic where Buffy is getting revenge on Spike not by pain but by being kind to him and it made me remember another fic I read where something like that happened. Only I have no idea of the title or where I could find it!
It starts out in Season Sex after Buffy and Spike started sleeping together though I'm not certain exactly when. It starts in the middle of Buffy and Spike having sex on the crypt floor using handcuffs. For some little reason Spike needs to be 'punished'. Buffy starts kissing him sweetly and telling him what she would be doing and what he wants about tenderness and love and is enjoying being close to him. But then she remembers he's a vampire and she shouldn't be feeling like that, so she sits up suddenly and says that he'll never get anything like that from her because he's a vampire and she'll never love him and that's his punishment!  Spike's been pushed too far and tells her to get out even as he's crying. Spike is later seen having a barbecue with Clem and Dawn and a pretty girl and there's a bit of Buffy stalking him though I can't remember everything.

Mar 02 2008 06:58 pm   #107Kimmyadams
Hey Guest, could it be Megan's "taste of Juliet"? It sounds familiar but just can't place right now. Maybe someone else will be able to get the right title for you... MissMartin, could you email me Sympathy...I would be so grateful. Or let me know what I need to do? My email is nea2sweet@netzero.net. Send it in sections and I will save it. Thanks! Kimmy
Kimmy
Mar 02 2008 07:33 pm   #108Guest
Taste of Juliet is good but it involves future stuff coming back and Spike getting a soul and a bunch of other more complicated stuff. Thanks for answerign though, that is a good fic.
Mar 02 2008 07:37 pm   #109Kimmyadams
Hey Guest, that story is Boygood by Slaymesoftly.  I went to seeking _spike and the same story is asked for there.  Also, alot of people there are looking for Kari Mouke's stories and links are given, you just have to go thru earlier entries.  I am getting Never giving up since I have most of her others in zipfiles.

Just thought I would pass this along.  Please believe that I am not pushing that site, but it is a wonder what I have found there in the last twenty minutes of reading other's entries.  *Jumping up and down here*

:D Kimmy
Kimmy
Mar 02 2008 09:52 pm   #110Always_jbj
Izzy, I'm pretty sure the fic you're looking for is also one of Slaymesoftly's, I just can't remember which one and it's too early in the morning for thinking! lol
Aim from the heart
Some will love and some will curse you, baby
You can go to war
But only if you have to 


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Mar 03 2008 12:35 am   #111slaymesoftly
Hey Izzy - it's called What Big Teeth You Have and it's on this site.  It is mine.

Guest - I suppose you've found Boy Good by now.  I don't know why I thought it was indigo asking about it.
I am not a minion of Evil...
I am upper management.
Mar 03 2008 04:23 am   #112Guest
Looking for this fic for a while now, so am posting the details I can remember a lot. Time-travel, Buffy post-Chosen somehow gets sent back in time to s6 before she and Spike start sleeping together I think. The scene that really stands out to me is when she and Spike are making love. Afterwards the vampire is scenting her hair, her skin, apologizing when he realizes she's awake and tells her that the demon is memorizing her so he'll always know her. So that he won't "hurt the girl" and using that phrase reminds Buffy of when he got his soul for her and how horrified and ashamed and desperate he was to not "hurt the girl" again. She tells him she knows he won't.

It's been so long, I don't even remember if it's a WIP or not when I read it, but I wanted to read that fic again because I know Buffy kept thinking about Spike after he got the soul and thinking it was ok that he didn't have it, because he could love her and the demon wouldn't hurt her, soul or not. If anyone recognizes this, please post!
Mar 03 2008 07:01 pm   #113MissMartin
I am still looking for the spuffy version of Baby Steps by Kallystan?? Anyone??
Mar 03 2008 10:30 pm   #114Guest
Anyone know where to find this fic. I can't recall the name, but this is what I do remember:

Set in an AU universe like the wishverse with Spike as Buffy's sire. It's written in light green. I can't remember the site's name.
Mar 04 2008 12:25 am   #115Guest
I read Dark Eyed Seer's fic This is the way the world ends a while ago. I thought it was wonderful and read a lot of her stories. Now I've been looking for one that takes place in the World series universe but can't find it. It was a very short look, I don't know if it was finished or not, and it was just after Buffy had died. Spike didn't know how he could try to keep going without her. He comes across a girl, maybe thirteen, about to be raped by vampires and saves her, brings her back to the motel room and gets her cleaned up. Turns out her Watcher had left her there because if she couldn't survive she wasn't worth living. I wanted to read it again but can't find it anywhere. Does anyone know where it could be or what the title is?
Mar 06 2008 07:57 am   #116Guest
I'm still looking for a fic on Spuffy Realm. It's about Buffy turning into vampire because of Dru's killer in Prague.

Angel and Spike plan to get revenge on this vampire. I think his name starts with a C.

Can someone help me find it please? Thanks.
Mar 06 2008 08:03 am   #117Always_jbj
No idea; if you saw it on the Spuffy Realm why don't you try asking on their tag board?
Aim from the heart
Some will love and some will curse you, baby
You can go to war
But only if you have to 


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Mar 06 2008 07:03 pm   #118Guest
http://kallysten.net/fanfic/stories/baby.html 

For some reason the link to it is missing on the main fanfic page.

Plus there's the baby steps lj community which has little stories following the end of Baby Steps

http://community.livejournal.com/babystepsverse/

http://fanfic.kallysten.net/

That's the location of Kallysten's fanfic. Plus there's a link to her Insanejournal (she left lj when they screwed around and deleted things) and it links to her latest completed Spuffy (which I really need to catch up with) plus you can check the insanejournal to see if she's started any new ones.


ladycat713
Mar 06 2008 09:52 pm   #119Guest
Hey, I'm looking for an AU post The Gift fic. It's where Spike goes off the tower and he ends up in hell. He is tortured there and doesn't remember who he is, but ever night he gets a visit from a...well something that looks like Buffy and comforts him.

Also, the real Buffy decided-eventually- to try and save Spike.

I
Mar 07 2008 04:40 pm   #120Guest
For the Guest I with the AU post Gift fic-- I remember reading this WIP at sinister-attraction a long time ago. I checked again but they don't have the same set up with finding fics by Season anymore, but I know what you're talking about. Spike was tortured in hell but got an angel or something that looked like Buffy to comfort him sometimes and later Buffy brought Spike back from hell after talking to the PTBs but he was wild and didn't remember her and thought it was some trick of hell at first. Man, why can't I remember any good details? I think it ended as a WIP years ago with them doing a spell to get into Spike's mind or something to help bring him back to himself, not be all traumatized and feral. Can't remember but do these details help anyone else?
Mar 07 2008 04:49 pm   #121Guest
          BTW. Can't add a thread or reply to the Canon threads cuz I'm not a member, so i'll stick it here. Took a quiz on Sinister Attraction where it says Buffy called Spike 'William' 3 times. In NPLH Buffy says sarcastically, "no one has time for this, William" and when she breaks up with him in AYW she says "I'm sorry... William." What was the last time and what episode was it in? I can only think of those two.
Mar 07 2008 06:45 pm   #122MissMartin
Ladycat713  . .. .  Baby Steps by Kallystan was taken off the internet because she has tuned it into an "orignal" fiction. Sometimes though smart people (not me) save fics to their computers and can send them out.  I am looking for the Spuffy version, as I am obsessed.
Mar 07 2008 10:35 pm   #123Always_jbj
Guest, could it be Becoming Undone by Spikeslovebite?  http://www.bringonthebloodshed.com/lovebite/fics/becomingundone/bu1.htm  It isn't post Gift, it's post Becoming, but other than that it sounds like what you're after.
Aim from the heart
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But only if you have to 


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Mar 07 2008 11:33 pm   #124dawnofme
Hi all.  I've been thinking about this fic again.  I asked on LJ seeking_spike but no one knew the one I was talking about. 

At the end of season two, Buffy is one her way to LA and gets off a Greyhound bus at a McDonalds.  Spike is there, mourning the loss of Drusilla who didn't want to exist with Angelus gone.  They decide to go off together.  There is a lot of time spent in hotels and in the Desoto.

On seeking_spike they suggested Let's Get Lost by herself and Dreams and Desotos by Bloodshedbaby, but I checked them out and while they are close, they are not it.

I would love to find this.  I'm pretty sure I read it at the Spuffy Realm, but I couldn't find it in the completed works list. 
Mar 07 2008 11:55 pm   #125Guest
Sorry about that. I forgot to check the links. I'm one of those people who didn't save a copy to thier disk and now I wish I had.

ladycat713
Mar 08 2008 12:53 am   #126Guest
That wasn't the fic Always jbj, but thanks for answering...and thanks for the new fic rec ;) *goes to read*
Mar 23 2008 06:51 am   #127Guest

Hey guy's I’m looking for a couple of fics my self, hope you can help me out.

Well the first is set around the star of season three Anne, where Buffy decides to come home but starts getting chased by some guys with tattoos. I think she calls them the tattooed men? she makes it back to Sunnydale after a year where the scoobies are none to happy to see her and don't look into a symbol, for the sake of the other slayer, she goes to her mums where she also isn’t to pleased to see Buffy so she leaves the symbol there to pass on, she is rejected by them. She’s a wreck from being chased and hops into spikes car after seeing it at the gas station. He takes her somewhere and the set up an apartment. Spike buys her a race car bed and from there on she just sleeps eats and trains 24/7. Spike only asks why until she shows him the brand mark they put on her and tell them there coming spike goes all growly. It’s the star of the story I never got to finish as my computer died and I lost the site I found it on. 

 

The second fic I only remember a scene towards the end, it has all Spike, Buffy, Angel and Drusilla in it where I think Buffy may be a vampire and the go hide from the council, well Buffy discovers the Miss Edith is possessed and yells at the boys for never noticing for years

 

Well that’s them I would be much grateful if you could tell me where to find them.

 

Mar 23 2008 08:35 am   #128Jace Nox
I know that the second fic is one by Kari Mouke and it's called Primal but I don't have a site for it.  You could try the wayback machine or if you'll email me I can search my hard drive for a copy. 
Mar 23 2008 09:42 am   #129Guest
Jace Nox, I found the story so thanks can't wait to read.
Mar 23 2008 01:40 pm   #130SpikeHot
Is there a Spike/Buffy fiction set in season eight comics?
Mar 23 2008 01:58 pm   #131slaymesoftly
Lost Boy's Clocks of the Long Now is set more or less in that era, but it isn't following the comics. He has his own very exciting story going.
I am not a minion of Evil...
I am upper management.
Mar 24 2008 10:45 pm   #132Guest
set around the star of season three Anne, where Buffy decides to come home but starts getting chased by some guys with tattoos. I think she calls them the tattooed men? she makes it back to Sunnydale after a year where the scoobies are none to happy to see her and don't look into a symbol, for the sake of the other slayer, she goes to her mums where she also isn’t to pleased to see Buffy so she leaves the symbol there to pass on, she is rejected by them. She’s a wreck from being chased and hops into spikes car after seeing it at the gas station. He takes her somewhere and the set up an apartment. Spike buys her a race car bed and from there on she just sleeps eats and trains 24/7. Spike only asks why until she shows him the brand mark they put on her and tell them there coming spike goes all growly.

Hi, Guest, did you remember what fic this was? It sounds really interesting and I'd really like to read it. If not, does anyone recognize it? Pleez?
Mar 25 2008 05:57 pm   #133Guest
Her's the link to Primal by kari mouke

http://web.archive.org/web/20051214071245/www.thetwojanes.com/kariprimal.htm

ladycat713
Mar 25 2008 08:23 pm   #134Guest

I am looking for two fics that are pretty similar. Both are sort of AU in that we don't see a specific place in canon where things change or a big thing like Buffy coming back after Glory's tower, but it's the same characters as vampires and witches and slayers.  In both fics Buffy loses her memory, total amnesia, not just a few years. For whatever reason in this AU story, Spike is there when Buffy wakes up.   In the fic I remember most clearly, Spike decides to take Buffy out of town on a kind of escape from the harsh life of being the Slayer, and tells her they're married as he's trying to explain everything. In a hotel on the way out of town, Buffy takes a bath and then leaves the bathroom. She's embarrassed about being barely dressed but says it must be silly to be nervous when they're married. They make love and she doesn't know it but it's their first time. In another state they've got a home and wedding rings and everything, but Buffy has a Slayer dream or something and Spike takes her back to Sunnydale. I think Angel is there when they arrive and Buffy gets her memories back and of course there's a bunch of misunderstanding and hurt and accusations after that.    I'm pretty sure there was another fic with the same basics: Buffy has complete amnesia, Spike tells her they're married or engaged, and they get away from the Scoobies before anyone can tell-- and I sort of remember a scene where they take a bath or shower together-- but I can't remember a lot of details. Read it a long time ago.
   Anyway, I would be supremely grateful if anyone could tell me where to find these stories or one similar enough for the little details I might have mistaken. I am really going crazy looking for them.

Mar 26 2008 06:08 am   #135diceCanntCry
Looking for 2 fics.  I tried seeking_spike a month ago but didn't get any bites.  Here's hoping...

1) a fic I haven't actually read, but I did read the summary for it, 2-3 years ago, I believe somewhere on LJ. 

You know the fics where Buffy dies, Spike lives on, then years later Buffy somehow gets brought back to help in a big fight and Spuffy ends up together? Well, this fic was basically that same storyline, except that Buffy AND Spike died somehow. (I don't know if they were together at the time) Then, decades later (30? 40? yrs) they both somehow get brought back to fight a big evil. That's all I know.  It's Spuffy, but I don't know if they were together before they got brought back, or just after.   (Or alternately, and recs of similiar storylines would be awesome.  I ADORED 100 Years of Solitude, Brave New World, All Our Yesterday's & the future fic by Herself.  Any others?)

2) Here's another fic I've been looking for, that I really can't remember. Basically, Buffy & Spike are married/mated (AU/human? maybe? not positive) and Buffy finds out Spike has been cheating. He leaves, or she kicks him out, but eventually I believe they get back together. Ring any bells?  (Oreally I'd take any Spuffy fics where Spike cheats)

I know this isn't a lot to go on for either, but I'd dearly appreciate any help I could get.  Thanks! 

-Dicecanntcry
Mar 28 2008 11:46 am   #136nmcil
Can anyone help with this one -- would appreciate any help -


It was Season 2

- Spike & Buffy went to hell for some reason because of Acathla
- Spike claimed Buffy in hell to stay safe I think
- They got back and they were telling Giles, Joyce, & the gang about it... that's all I remember!
” Recent evolutionary models have demonstrated what politicians have long known: the best way to get people to collaborate and to think like a group is to identify an enemy and charge that “they” threaten “us.”

Michael Tomasello is co-director of the Max Planck Institute for Evolutionary Anthropology.
Mar 29 2008 10:30 am   #137Aurellia
nmcil, I think the story is Hellbent by Lovesbitca, it is however not completed 
Blood is crimson
Crimson is passion
Passion is love
Love is life
Life is blood.
Mar 29 2008 07:20 pm   #138nmcil
nmcil, I think the story is Hellbent by Lovesbitca, it is however not completed

Thanks for the info - and the WIP status  - but if is an abandoned work I will not start reading - pity that so many works were never completed - I still think it would be great to have a category here with all the WIP's as permanent incompleted works - Especially that new works are being created and new writers, it would be good to give more attention and encouraged the new people working with The Buffyverse -
” Recent evolutionary models have demonstrated what politicians have long known: the best way to get people to collaborate and to think like a group is to identify an enemy and charge that “they” threaten “us.”

Michael Tomasello is co-director of the Max Planck Institute for Evolutionary Anthropology.
Jul 07 2008 07:23 pm   #139Guest
I am looking for a short fic or a drabble I read on this site a while ago. It was during season six and from Spike's POV, not really a scene but more like his thoughts over time. It was written with some phrases in italics and parentheses and was a heartbreaking in a way, though I don't know if it would be called angst. Example:  "Because he was a (man)demon and he can not (ever stop loving her) love." Please, does anyone know what this is? Or who wrote it? I really liked it and I'd love to read it again.
Jul 10 2008 08:20 pm   #140Guest
OK, read and enjoyed A Helping Hand just now and it made me want to read another fic but I can't remember what it's called. The part I want to read, I'm not sure if it's the whole story or just a chapter or something, but Buffy ends up somehow unable to move. It might be poison paralyzing her or she just got hit on the spine or something, but she's helpless in the cemetery. Spike shows up. I think it is after he fell in love with her but I'm not sure. Anyway, Buffy is really afraid of him because she's not used to being helpless. He picks her up and takes her to his crypt and talks to her a little, maybe about not wanting to hurt her. Not sure about the ending cuz I read this a long time ago. Does anyone have any idea what this fic is called or who it's by?? Please tell me!

Also, still looking for the short fic I posted a few days ago described one post above. It didn't have any plot or anything an author would take it down for, it was just really interesting way of writing Spike's thoughts for the outline of season six and is unutterably sad with things like: And she hits and beats him and he is happy. It's sort of about the demon loving her too much and not knowing he should stop her, and the italic/parentheses words that would change the whole meaning and make everything so.... I dunno, I just really wanna read it again! :hyper:
Jul 11 2008 03:13 am   #141Always_jbj
I believe this is the drabble you were looking for. LOL For future reference, drabbles are easy to find as there aren't anywhere near as many of them on the site as other fics;  just use the 'search' and put in the details, oh and the newest entries are at the bottom of the page.

Anyway... http://www.bloodshedverse.com/stories.php?go=read&no=9286
Aim from the heart
Some will love and some will curse you, baby
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But only if you have to 


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Jul 13 2008 02:07 am   #142Guest
Thanks for recognizing the drabble! Yes, that was it.
Jul 14 2008 01:10 am   #143LisFayte
lol. i have a kari question too do you know where ican get her one fic, i forgot what it's called, where buffy
looses her soul and goes to new orleans? i'd really appreciate it!


Deviant Paths by Kari Mouke and Starshine was a good one, does anyone know if they ever finished it?
I only read part of it, too bad they took all their stuff off line.
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Jul 15 2008 12:59 am   #144Guest

Hi everyone!!

I'm looking for a story where Buffy is captured by the Initiative... she's put in a cell with a demon to fight, but it just curls up in a corner. She begins to take apart the bed and beating the door with it... Spike comes in through an air duct.

Ring any bells for anyone?

-Aits

Jul 15 2008 01:58 am   #145slaymesoftly
It sounds like my Initiative Dreams. You can find it here.

http://www.bloodshedverse.com/stories.php?go=chapters&no=544
I am not a minion of Evil...
I am upper management.
Jul 22 2008 09:32 am   #146Guest
Forgive me if I missed it, but did anyone recognize the fic that an earlier guest asked about regarding a post AU "The Gift" where Spike jumps off the tower and ends up in hell?  I've never heard of it before but it sounds intriguing!
Jul 24 2008 08:02 pm   #147Guest
Hello,

I'm looking for xanzpet's story called Notification.  Her site doesn't work and she's not on fanfiction.net anymore.  I know she has several stories on http://www.athenewolfe.com but Notification isn't one of them.  Some help please.
Jul 27 2008 09:09 pm   #148Guest
Yes! Amazing, finally, after so many posts questioning for the same story! Guest from the post before the one before this... The post AU The Gift where Spike ends up in hell and then is saved by Buffy but unable to remember them sorta... It is called Compassion, by Funky Chicken. Currently a WIP and looking like it will remain one, but the first fifteen chapters up are great. Link to it at FF.net:   http://www.fanfiction.net/s/857253/1/Compassion

Sorry, no idea about xanpet's story.
Jul 28 2008 04:45 am   #149Guest

I need help finding a story. I believe it takes place post-Chosen, sometime during AtS season 5. Buffy is living in LA. She doesn’t know that Spike is alive. I’m not sure if Spike knows Buffy is in LA. I believe at some point long ago Spike sired a woman (in Louisiana, maybe?) then abandons her almost immediately. I don’t think she ever feeds from a human. She ends up in LA as well. Buffy befriends her and they patrol together. Angel becomes Angelus for some reason, attacks Buffy, and Spike saves her. I’m not sure of many details beyond that. Hopefully that’s enough to jog someone’s memory.

 

MD

Aug 06 2008 11:30 pm   #150Guest
I don't have a lot of specific details, but please someone tell me if they recognize any Spuffy fic with a scene like the one I'll describe.

The fic I'm looking for takes place after canon season two. Either Buffy tells Spike or Spike tells Buffy that she/he loves him/her. Buffy is afraid that Spike, being a soulless vampire like Angelus, would get angry or react badly to her loving him or to feeling love for her. Spike has to explain to Buffy he won't go off on a killing spree because love repulses him like Angelus made her believe and that she worries about with him.
There are too many fics where a scene like this would fit in, so I can't figure out a way to search for it. Please, anyone, tell me if it is at all familiar. I don't mind getting another look at some similar fics, even if it isn't what I'm looking for! Reply, please!

Aug 25 2008 03:00 am   #151Guest
hello all. Thanks for all the suggestions above. Excellent read! I too have a fic I was trying to find. I think its a Spuffy fic. All I remember s that at one point BUffy walks into a room with the scoobies and just sits on Angel's lap (Spike pasked her through a claim). I think she may have been turned into a vmp and sensed angel as family.
Aug 26 2008 12:27 am   #152chlarkspuffy
I am looking for a fic in which Spike has wings. It's the not the one archived here, I don't think. The one I'm thinking of was longer and if memory serves, Angel shows up in it as well. Anyone know which fic I am referring to?
"If there's anything more important than my ego around, I want it caught and shot now."

- Zaphod Beeblebrox
Aug 26 2008 12:39 am   #153DsZ
I am looking for a fic in which Spike has wings. It's the not the one archived here, I don't think. The one I'm thinking of was longer and if memory serves, Angel shows up in it as well. Anyone know which fic I am referring to?
Could it be Paradox (available on The Spuffy Realm) by JackOfSpikes? I seem to remember some fic(s) in maryperk's Immortal Guardian Series (www.sinful-dreams.com/wicked/temptation/series.php) also featuring Spike (and Buffy) with wings.
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Aug 26 2008 12:52 am   #154chlarkspuffy
Could it be Paradox (available on The Spuffy Realm) by JackOfSpikes? I seem to remember some fic(s) in maryperk's Immortal Guardian Series (www.sinful-dreams.com/wicked/temptation/series.php) also featuring Spike (and Buffy) with wings.

Neither one of those seem familiar upon perusal, but thank you!

It's been more than a year since I read the fic and that was when I was reading loads of Spuffy fic and they all started to bleed together after a while, which is why I am having a hard time recalling helpful specifics.

ETA: Hmm, I am thinking it might be Paradox after all. I will definitely give it a read either way. Once again, thank you!
"If there's anything more important than my ego around, I want it caught and shot now."

- Zaphod Beeblebrox
Aug 26 2008 01:05 am   #155Guest
I'm looking for a fic where instead of Dawn showing up, instead the monks give Buffy the Key in the form of her getting pregnant. It turns out Spike is the father, though I can't remember if their sleeping together was a fake memory or real. Buffy is at the hospital with Willow and Spike and Xander walks in and hears that Spike is the father. He runs to Giles at the magic shop, wanting to transmute the Key into some other form to 'save' Buffy from having to bear the baby of the undead vampire. They start looking for the spell while Buffy and Spike hurry to the shop to stop them. However, they decide not to go through with it.
I can't remember the title or author or where I read it, but I want to read it again!
Aug 26 2008 01:22 am   #156DsZ
I've been looking for three very specific and somewhat peculiar fics for quite some time now. I don't even remember if they were any good to be honest, only that they intrigued me somewhat.

The first fic was about Buffy and Spike ending up in Holland (Amsterdam, I think) for some reason and having a kid. I vaguely remember Angel showing up at the end to bring them back to Sunnydale. There might have been a claim and speaking with their child in Dutch, but I'm not certain.

The second fic's premise was that Buffy knew Spike and Drusilla way before she came to Sunnydale. In fact, they seemed to be family to her, and Buffy spoke with an accent similar if not identical to Spike's at the end when she revealed the truth for some reason (there might have been a trap for the Scoobies, she lured them into... I think)

The third fic is... well... of an adult nature. Spike either gets hit by a spell or he gets infected with something that makes all of the Scoobies (except Buffy, and Dawn who was away somewhere, I think) really horny for some Spike lovin'. In the end they all end up leaving the spell/infection in place and take their turns with our favorite blond vamp.

ETA: Hmm, I am thinking it might be Paradox after all. I will definitely give it a read either way. Once again, thank you!
You're welcome. Glad I could help.

EDIT: There's another "wings" fic I forgot. Second String Scoobies, also by JackOfSpikes, on www.forbiddenkisses.com
Ah, that's the stuff! Slayer musk, it's bitter and aggravating!
Aug 26 2008 08:42 pm   #157Guest
 Ok, I know... a lot question was about Kari Mouke fics... and I'm not better :) ! I had this damn fic on my harddrive but it crashed so no Kari fics for me anymore. And sadly... she doesn't write anymore and you can't find her fics on the easy way.

So.. the fic. Its about Spike and Buffy (duh!!) and Spike is a child at the beginning. Not that he wanted but Dru put a spell on him and Buffy gets all motherly when she sees him (I think Angelus wanted to kill him at the cementery) . Buffy takes Spike (he can't walk) and cares about him. Dru and Angelus aren't so bad either because they help Buffy once when there was fighting at her house. Oh and what I remember after the fight.. Dru and Angelus loves to watch 'Cops' on TV. When I remember correctly Spike gets big again... all four of them are a big family and at the end I think they are in Italy. Something like that. 

Does anybody remember such a fic? I losing my mind because I cant remember this damn name. 
Aug 27 2008 12:09 am   #158Guest
It's the Kari Mouke fic Strings. I have it saved, if you want me to send it to you my e-mail is Wordcrafter77@aol.com

(Still looking for the fic where Buffy is pregnant with the Key!)
Aug 27 2008 01:15 am   #159maryperk
DsZ, the third story on your wish list sounds like one by Paganbaby, but I don't know the name.
Aug 27 2008 01:24 am   #160DsZ
DsZ, the third story on your wish list sounds like one by Paganbaby, but I don't know the name.
Found it! It was Everybody wants you. Thank you so much! I was beginning to think I was crazy when I couldn't find it again.
Ah, that's the stuff! Slayer musk, it's bitter and aggravating!
Aug 27 2008 03:56 am   #161Guest
Is any one family with the fic i mentioned above? I am not sure if its Spuffy or Buffy/Angel/Spike The one were Buffy is a newly risen vampire with Spike as her mate. At one point when Buffy wakes up he nudges her to sit with Angel, but she doesn't realize because she is very groggy still. Spike was able to do this because of a claim. At first I thought it was one by  Tasha or Kari but  after going through some I could not find any referencces/
Aug 27 2008 08:19 am   #162Guest
hey i was wondering if anyone knows what these two fics are. 1.) spike fights a bunch of knights with buffy in her house then ends up outside fighting the head knight. he realizes his chip stops working and then he's about to bite the guy but ends up letting him go. buffy sees all this then drops the stake and they talk it over on the porch. always said it was broken things but i dont think that was it. the one im thinking of is season 5 but joyce is dead already and harmony isnt there either. oh and after they talk it out spike calls some demons how he pays to clean up the mess. 2.) second one im looking for is in season 7 and dawn gets kidnapped by the first. then buffy and everyone else are blocked by like a forcefield and dawn is being held by the ubervamp. then the first makes spike choose. his soul, which because of it buffy realizes he does love her. or dawn. then he chooses dawn.
Aug 28 2008 01:48 am   #163EveryLastDrop
The first one is It's Not Where You Start Out by Kelly Frieders, though it isn't knights who attack but monks and hired mercenary demons. Link: http://www.vampires-kiss.net/archive/viewstory.php?action=printable&textsize=36&sid=723&chapter=all

I don't know about the second one where Dawn is kidnapped by the First and Spike has to choose his soul or Dawn, but it sounds interesting and I hope you find it so I can read it too!

I do remember what I said. The promise. To protect her.  If I had done that... even if I didn't make it... you wouldn't have had to jump. But I want you to know that I did save you. Not when it counted, of course, but after that. Every night after that. I'd see it all again. Do something different. Faster or more clever, you know? Dozens of times, lots of different ways...
   Every night I save you.

Aug 31 2008 10:02 am   #164Guest
im looking for a fic but i can't remember much of it. all i can remember is that spike claims buffy to protect her i think and they get together also. and spike can only drink buffy's blood and when he tries to drink any other kind he gets sick and thows up. dawn also gets a vampire boyfriend i think and spike also bites dawn to see if her blood would make her sick but it does too.
Aug 31 2008 11:19 am   #165Guest
hi im looking for a christmas fic set in season 6. buffy breaks up with spike and he gets pissed and goes out with another girl. buffy sees them at the bronze and gets jealous and gives spike a present she bought for him. i think it was like a shirt or something. then he says something that hurts her and she runs off. i cant remember the rest but i know that 98 degrees' "this gift" is in it and i think buffy dances for spike to "santa baby".
Aug 31 2008 09:32 pm   #166slaymesoftly
I remember a fic like that from a long time ago.  She buys him a shirt that's the color of his eyes and his "date", who, I think was really more of an old friend, points that out to him after he is mean to Buffy and she leaves in tears (?)  She tells him a woman has to really love a man to know what color his eyes are when he isn't around - or something like that. Anyway, he goes after Buffy and there is a happy Spuffy ending which I don't recall at all.  I just remember her buying the gift, presenting it, getting shot down, and Spike being set straight by his date.   Have you tried posting the question on Seeking_Spike?on LJ?
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Sep 01 2008 01:49 am   #167Guest
i think that is the one im looking for. no i havent tried seeking spike. do you have to be a member?
Sep 01 2008 03:09 pm   #168slaymesoftly
I don't think so. I saw the request up there last night, so I'm assuming someone has answered it by now? 
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I am upper management.
Sep 01 2008 09:01 pm   #169Guest
 Hi! I'm looking for a fic that I'm pretty sure is unfinished. It's set where you have to be 18 to be turned and those who turn illegally are staked. Buffy is turned by one of these rogues and is put through a test to ensure that she is strong enough to be an Aurelian. There's a ritual to make Angelus her sire, her and Spike get together, and another clan believes that they have claim over her. Any ideas?
Sep 01 2008 11:17 pm   #170afgrulerofthepen
Is it All My Family by Spikeschilde?
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays!
Sep 02 2008 02:55 am   #171Guest
slaymesoftly - ya i put it up there yesterday but no one has answered it yet.
Sep 02 2008 06:21 am   #172Guest
 Yes, it is 'All My Family.' Thank you!
Sep 05 2008 05:20 am   #173Guest
I'm looking for a fic I read a really long time ago, Buffy is rewarded or makes a deal or something...and she recieves the perfect life
She is married to Spike and everything is perfect, I don't remember how it ends or if it was even completed. Anyone pretty please? I would like to
find this fic, or at least something similar.
Sep 13 2008 06:46 pm   #174Guest
So.. try again because my damn computer doesn't like me :(

Ok.. I'm searching the name of a Kari Mouke fic where Buffy thinks Riley smells off and because of this finds Spike in the Initative. Before rescuing him she brings Angelus back to help her and than get Spike out of there. They have to run from the Initative and I think at the end Giles dies. Does anybody remember this? Because without a name I can't search the net if there is any working link out somewhere! Thanks for the help! 
Sep 13 2008 07:05 pm   #175spikeskat
Here's a list of Kari's fics according to the wayback machine: http://web.archive.org/web/20051026012241/www.thetwojanes.com/KariFics.htm. Some of the links work, others don't. But, it should give you a starting point.
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Sep 13 2008 08:55 pm   #176Guest
Hey. I'm looknig for a fic. What I remember is that Spike turns Buffy in season two's school hard. Xander, Cordelia and Willow are also turned. Buffy, Spike and Drusilla leave Sunnydale together, becoming a trio of sorts. Years later they return to Sunnydale, which Willow is now Master of. Xander and Buffy make a plan to kill Drusilla and Willow, because Buffy wants Spike to herself and Xander wants Cordelia. They don't succeed, and as Xander tries to kill Willow, Cordelia throws herself in front of the arrow for Willow and is tunred to dust.
Does anyone know this story? I think it is a series.
Thanks.
Sep 13 2008 09:38 pm   #177Guest
That is from "The Crimson Codex" by Kantayra.  The entire series was unfinished, but she did post her outlines for the final installments so you at least get to know how it ends.  Probably one of the best Soulless!Vamp!Buffy fics ever.
Sep 21 2008 03:51 am   #178Guest
Thanks. Yeah I've just read it and it's the best vamp!Buffy story I've read so far.

Does anyone know another Soulless!Vamp!Buffy story? Prefferbly Spike/Buffy.

Thanks.
Sep 21 2008 04:05 am   #179Always_jbj
Midnight in the Garden of Evil  by Kat_n_Deb
Aim from the heart
Some will love and some will curse you, baby
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Sep 21 2008 04:20 am   #180La fin du monde
Thank you!


Sep 22 2008 08:50 pm   #181Guest
Hi all, need help finding a fic...I know it's a season two fic where spike casts a true love spell to get dru back but the spell targets buffy instead.  The only things I remember clearly is that spike used a book to cast the spell, at the end of the story they find out the spell brought repressed emotions to the fore.  It's kind of an angelus take a hike story if that helps.  Thanks.
Sep 22 2008 10:49 pm   #182Guest
Is it Fatal Charms by Ashlee found on this site?

Sep 23 2008 06:27 am   #183Guest
Nope, but that was a good one.
Sep 23 2008 09:18 am   #184Guest
Found the fic...its on a sight called death marked love and its titled "fluffy bewitched, bothered, and bewildered"...go figure.  Thanks for all the help though.
Oct 03 2008 04:11 pm   #185Guest
I am looking for "Deviant Paths by Kari Mouke and Starshine" does anyone know where I can find it?

Thanks :)
Oct 03 2008 07:49 pm   #186
So, I'm not looking for specific fics, but just general plotlines.

1. I've read fics where Spike is Buffy's slave for one reason or another; are there any fics where Buffy is/pretends to be Spike's slave?  (other than "Ring Around the Buffy," which was excellent)

2. I loved DreamsofSpike's "Saving Grace," and was wondering if there are any other "Spike gets captured after Seeing Red" fics....especially if he gets recaptured by the Initiative.

3. Any post-Tabula Rasa fics where (a) the spell was never lifted, or (b) everyone actually deals with what went on (i.e., Giles and Anya deal with newfound feelings,Buffy thinks about Joan's feelings about souled vamps, etc)

Thanks for your help!

~Sporky
Oct 03 2008 11:34 pm   #187Coquine

#3:  Tabula Rasa Ad Aeternum by Kallysten & Kantayra

Oct 04 2008 04:47 am   #188
Thanks, Coquine! I just spent the last...lots of hours....reading TRAA! What a great story!
Oct 04 2008 09:52 pm   #189Guest
:help: Would love to find this if anyone has the faintest idea of a story even similar! Please!

 Looking for a season 7 fic where a bunch of bringers attack Buffy's house and an ubervamp kidnaps Dawn under The First's orders and the First puts up some kind of force field around everyone but Spike. Then it makes Spike choose between his soul, while with it Buffy finally believes he loves her, or Dawn.
Buffy tells him not to and that they would find another way, but he still chooses Dawn. Then the First rips his soul out.

That's all I remember really. I do know that I read it on fanfiction.net a really long time ago and i think the title maybe has the word "vine" in it or something like that. Any help would be really awesome! thanks!
Oct 10 2008 07:57 pm   #190chlarkspuffy
^ That sounds like it would be a good read. I hope someone here recognises it.
"If there's anything more important than my ego around, I want it caught and shot now."

- Zaphod Beeblebrox
Oct 11 2008 01:04 am   #191Guest
Bubblyrebel was looking for this on Seeking_Spike after o-bugger was looking for it, but no one has come up with the title yet and time and posts move on, sadly. At least now there is a response that Yes, the story did exist at some point, because somebody remembers it and that Angel was there during the choice, Spike and Dawn were on the outs until the choice, and that maybe it was on the lawn/street in front of Buffy's house.

In case it jumpstarts somebody's memory, I'm posting the extra snippets of info. I really want to read it, too!
Oct 11 2008 01:57 am   #192Always_jbj
It doesn't ring any bells with me, but I have noticed a few people asking after it...hopefully someone will remember it soon.
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Oct 12 2008 06:01 am   #193BreathesStory
I'm haunted by a story and it's sequel (maybe S4 because I think Reily shows up eventually) where Spike and Buffy reluctantly go on the run together because The Order of Taraka is after them--him for canceling the job and her because they never finished the job.  And they always finish the job.  So the two are off to find and destroy the order.

Help!  I've been looking for it at various sites for about 6 weeks now and it just won't leave me alone. *wimpers*
It's not the thing you fling, it's the fling itself.
Oct 12 2008 06:29 am   #194Guest
 Hi!

I'm looking for a fic that I've read dozens of times, but I'm not sure what the title is. Buffy works at her father's law firm and meets Spike when delivering tea during a meeting. She originally thinks he's making fun of her. They end up dating... One point I remember is when Angel tries to ask her out and she's on the phone with Spike while he's talking dirty and she just pretends it's a regular client asking for an appointment... any ideas?

Thanks!
Oct 12 2008 09:47 am   #195Always_jbj
BreathesStory, pretty sure that's the Alone series by Spikeskat.  First fic in the series is Alone With You
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Oct 12 2008 02:08 pm   #196BreathesStory
THANK YOU, Always_jbj.  That's it.  The weird nagging weight is gone and I can now devote my time and brain cells to something else, like re-reading it!
It's not the thing you fling, it's the fling itself.
Oct 12 2008 05:18 pm   #197spikeskat
Hey, Always. I've got all my stories over on the Rogue Poet site now - was a "just in case", ya know? Now it's easier just to update the one and link everything from the main HOB page.

Here's the new link for my Alone Series.
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Oct 12 2008 11:14 pm   #198Always_jbj
Oppps, sorry, Kat. I just copied the url from my recs page and I thought I'd updated that already. I'll get onto that today.
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But only if you have to 


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Oct 13 2008 02:06 am   #199Guest
 The story I'm looking for has Buffy winning a vacation. While there, she meets famous actor, Spike. They get together, but she leaves to come back to the US. He finds her via her mother's gallery, where she has pictures of him on the beach. When he finds Buffy, she has a daughter.

Ring any bells for anyone? Please and thank you!
Oct 13 2008 02:56 am   #200spikeskat
No worries, C. I was updating both at one time then thought "why the H. am I doing both when I can just post to one and then link?" *grin* Definitely saves on time posting. ^_~ And I'm sure most peeps can figure out how to get back to the main page even with the old url you gave.

Guest, that one is mine as well. An "oldie" in fact *cringes* called Second Chance.
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Oct 13 2008 05:46 am   #201Guest
Hi, i've been looking for i fic that i read a few years ago. i'm pretty sure it was on BSV, but i've checked the whole site, and i've searched the Spuffy Realm and BSDiaries and so far no luck. It was a post-NFA ficlet in which Angel has Shanshu'd and he and Buffy are married, but Spike has remained a "friend" to both of them. "Friend" meaning he and Buffy shag whenever Angel is out of the way. There is a very sweet part where Buffy and Spike talk about diamonds being man-made by compressing ashes, and Spike tells Buffy to do so with his ashes after he dusts (i think). Anyway, it was a very sweet fic that i haven't been able to find anywhere, so if anyone knows what i'm talking about could you give me a shout? Thanks.
Oct 13 2008 04:19 pm   #202Guest
 Thanks SpikesKat!
Oct 13 2008 05:05 pm   #203slaymesoftly
Hi guest! I've mentioned that fic on another thread and searched for it but haven't found it. You're right, it's an amazing story and I'd love to find it again and be able to point people towards it. Apparently, I did not remember the author as well as I thought I did. I hope someone can tell us where it is. :)

Update: I searched again, including on here.  There are only a few authors in the fandom capable of either conceiving that idea and/or writing it effectively. Since one of them is Anaross, and her BtVS fan fic website is down, I'm going to guess that it's hers and that is where I read it.  I told her about the site some time ago and it still hasn't been brought back on line , so perhaps she isn't planning to have it anymore. The domain name is up for grabs and she obviously hasn't followed up to reclaim it.  I have no idea if it would be archived anywhere else.
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I am upper management.
Oct 14 2008 10:36 am   #204nmcil
I think she used to have a LJ account - perhaps Anaross is still there -
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Oct 14 2008 01:18 pm   #205slaymesoftly
Her LJ account is still there, as is her writing website (under her real name); however the Anaross account has not been updated in a long time. She has a new LJ under Jackarono but it is more Torchwood oriented and has none of her Buffyverse fics on it. I'm thinking I should just e mail her or leave a message on her jackarono account and ask it it's her fic. :)
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I am upper management.
Oct 14 2008 11:16 pm   #206Guest
Please please somebody know how to find ZoeGrace's Prophecies and Fate story, which used to be on this site, or have it saved adn could send it to me? I really loved the middle part where buffy and Spike were getting to know each other and dealing with past traumas and staying in a protected house and dealing with vampires with humanity working with him. Loved it! Now I really want to read it again! Anybody know how I could glimpse it again?
Oct 14 2008 11:53 pm   #207slaymesoftly
Zoe pulled her fan fics down so as to concentrate on her original writing.  It's possible someone will have it saved, but if not, I'm afraid you may be out of luck.  Perhaps, if she knows how many people are asking about her fics, she will repost them.
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I am upper management.
Oct 17 2008 07:36 pm   #208Guest
I'm looking for a fic where instead of Dawn showing up, instead the monks give Buffy the Key in the form of her getting pregnant. It turns out Spike is the father, though I can't remember if their sleeping together was a fake memory or real. Buffy is at the hospital with Willow and Spike and Xander walks in and hears that Spike is the father. He runs to Giles at the magic shop, wanting to transmute the Key into some other form to 'save' Buffy from having to bear the baby of the undead vampire. They start looking for the spell while Buffy and Spike hurry to the shop to stop them. However, they decide not to go through with it. I can't remember the title or author or where I read it, but I want to read it again! DsZ

I'm also looking for this story if anyone can help me please e-mail me @ waldendevotee@hotmail.com!!!
Oct 18 2008 12:52 am   #209Guest
This story is The Protectors by SinisterChic, found at the Spuffy Realm. http://www.spikeluver.com/SpuffyRealm/viewstory.php?sid=7000
Oct 22 2008 02:51 pm   #210Guest
Anaross's BTVS stories can be found at Just Rewards.  I don't think she wrote the story your thinking of.
Oct 22 2008 11:01 pm   #211slaymesoftly
Thanks, Guest. Yeah, I'm beginning to realize that.  I'm out of ideas, although someone on Seeking Spike remembers it fondly also and was just missing the author's name.  We'll find it eventually, I guess. 
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Nov 21 2008 08:18 pm   #212Guest
Hey!

I'm just looking for some really good Slave Spike fics, I've read TwlightChild and DreamsofSpike, they were fanastastic, but if anyone knows anymore fics please could you let me know!
Nov 22 2008 11:53 pm   #213Guest
I am looking for an all human fic where Buffy and Spike work in a newspaper(?) office and Spike is the nerd but him and Buffy start to date.  She finds that his father is Giles who owns the paper.  Giles does not approve Buffy.  Buffy ends up pregnant.  I've been to so many fic sites that I can't remember where I read this.  I know that Bloodshedverse doesn't have human fics but I thought someone here could help me.  Thank you.
Nov 23 2008 08:45 pm   #214Cordykitten
The story you're looking for is "The Pen is Mightier" by squawks. She posted at SR once, took them down +  went to ST but took her stories down there too. She's still a member there: www.sweet-temptation.net/viewuser.php  (if the links doesn't work, check the member list on the site). You could ask her for the story or post at LJ Communityseeking_spike. I thought I saw an entry there asking for the story but couldn't find it now. But maybe it was on a fic comm, not sure now. Good luck finding it.
Nov 23 2008 09:35 pm   #215Guest

CordyKitten thank u!  I've been looking everywhere for that story

Nov 23 2008 11:33 pm   #216Cordykitten
The story is hard to find even if you know the title. I tried to search my LJ Memories but couldn't find it either (a post where someone was asking). A person asked at the tag board of the SR and someone pointed to LJ Communityseeking_spike (if I remember correctly). I have the old link but sadly I couldn't bring the waybackmachine to work with it; I'm getting blank (white) pages only.
Jan 04 2009 02:54 am   #217Guest
I'm looking for a fic where Buffy and Spike sleep together in season 3, Spike leaves, and Buffy gets pregnant. Spike comes back when Buffy is in college, has the baby, and is being chased by Riley. I can't remember if the baby was unusual physically, beyond the fact that a vampire was it's dad. Please, does somebody recognize this? I tried seeking_spike, but the only reply I got was Come with Me, which is a good story, but not this one. Thanks!
Jan 06 2009 07:02 pm   #218Guest
Hi there!

I'm looking for a reeeealy old fic.  I think I first read it about 8 or 9 years ago (which shows it's been a looong while for me), and I have a feeling it had been around a while then too.  I really hope there's someone out there who vaguely remembers!

It's set in a fake Season 4, no chip - whole Spike back to Sunnydale thing didn't happen.  Buffy and Spike are captured by those Ring people that got Angel in AS1.  They are initially not together (Spike was captured first, then I think Buffy is accidentally captured when she tries to uncover the Ring) but then after a while the masters of the Ring end up publishing thier growing romance on the net and put them together in a room to see how it'll play out (I think this is how they are found by Cordy and Angela - they're filmed having sex).  It's quite a long fic, lots of prose.  Final random thing I recall is that at the very end, the writer uses the word "ethereal" to describe Buffy - I remember cause I thought it was pretty :P

Many thanks in advance to anyone who might vaguely know what I'm talking about!
PassionFish
Jan 08 2009 05:34 pm   #219EveryLastDrop
Sounds like The Arena Series by Kismet, found on Wayback. Here's link to the first page: http://web.archive.org/web/20031130014239/http://www.my-brain-hurts.org/narcolepsy/BS_fics/kismet_arena1.htm   To reach the next page, just go up to the address bar and replace _arena1.htm with _arena2.htm and so on.

I do remember what I said. The promise. To protect her.  If I had done that... even if I didn't make it... you wouldn't have had to jump. But I want you to know that I did save you. Not when it counted, of course, but after that. Every night after that. I'd see it all again. Do something different. Faster or more clever, you know? Dozens of times, lots of different ways...
   Every night I save you.

Jan 10 2009 03:08 pm   #220Cordykitten

Hey Guest,
I've heard from Squawks now after I wrote her; she said she will reposting her stories at Spuffy Realm under a new name/email address.
CK

Jan 20 2009 08:26 am   #221Guest
hi i'm trying to find these two storys 1. spuffy, set in wishverse the master makes buffy a vampire, she pretends to be crazy like drusilla, spike comes to town at takes buffy away after the master claims vamp willow, he trains her 2. All human buffy's dad is abusive to her, it has her in a white dress singing full of grace by sarah mcloughan and she goes and lives with spike please do you know the names of these fics and where to find them?
Jan 20 2009 05:24 pm   #222BloodyHell
I'm looking for a fic called "Sympathy for the Devil". Someone asked for it here before but the link doesn't work anymore...

Someone knows where to find it? =)Thanks!
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Jan 20 2009 07:23 pm   #223slaymesoftly
I think that was by Confused Muse. If so, she took her fics down and quit writing. In our fandom, anyway. It's a good story. I hope you find it. :)
ETA - I couldn't find it on here in her listed fics, so many I'm wrong about the author. Wouldn't be the first time. lol  Perhaps she pulled all the ones that weren't finished? Although, I think that one was...
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I am upper management.
Jan 21 2009 12:05 am   #224Always_jbj
You're right, in theory, Patti...just got the author's name wrong. It was by ComedyofErrors, and yes, as far as I know she did take all her fics down.
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Jan 21 2009 12:37 am   #225Scarlet Ibis
ComedyofErrors:

"Mastery" and an incomplete "Sympathy for the Devil" can be found on Sinister Attraction here:

http://www.sinister-attraction.org/authors/c2.htm#ComedyofErrors 
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Jan 21 2009 03:08 pm   #226BloodyHell
Okay,thanks.
Bummer though...
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Jan 29 2009 11:06 pm   #227Guest

Is any one family with the fic i mentioned above? I am not sure if its Spuffy or Buffy/Angel/Spike The one were Buffy is a newly risen vampire with Spike as her mate. At one point when Buffy wakes up he nudges her to sit with Angel, but she doesn't realize because she is very groggy still. Spike was able to do this because of a claim. At first I thought it was one by Tasha or Kari but after going through some I could not find any referencces/


That's called "Out of the Ashes" by Revello1620.  Her site isn't active right now, b/c she recently moved out of the country, but plans on re-establishing her site once things settle down.  But it can be found @ Elysian Fields... http://dark-solace.org/elysian/viewstory.php?sid=1470&warning=NC-17

The story is Spuffy & the 1st part of what will eventually be a trilogy...the next book is supposed to focus on B/A...& the third S/B/A.  Enjoy!  I love this fic. :D
Feb 03 2009 05:29 am   #228Guest
That's called "Out of the Ashes" by Revello1620. OMG! Thanks. I can't believe I missed that! I read it quite a few times, but I have a tendency to skip chapters. Your right, its an excellent fic! I am looking forward to revello's site being back online.
Feb 03 2009 12:24 pm   #229Guest
Somebody found Sympathy for the Devil in a wayback link before......I saved the entire thing to my HD.

Good to hear Squawks will bring her fics back.

CM
Mar 01 2009 05:07 pm   #230Guest
HI all, I am looking for a fic and can`t remenber neither title nor author.
Buffy had a chance for normal. She loses her memories of being the slayer and is married to Liam. They both die in a car accident. She winds up in a morgue and adopts two vamps as her kids. Spike joins them after losing his soul in a poker game. Giles and Willow are the bad boys panipulating everyones will and using dawns power.

Please help.

THX
Mar 01 2009 05:28 pm   #231Guest
That is "Not so Gorgeous Mistake" by Kari Mourke.
Mar 01 2009 06:00 pm   #232Guest
Thank you so much.
Mar 03 2009 12:53 pm   #233BloodyHell
I have a head like a sieve....I need your help, cause I can't remember if I finished the story I'm looking for or not...

It was set in Season 2 (Buffy), Angel and Buffy are not a couple anymore.
Spike becomes a human-being and has to re-learn everything human-related (with Oz' help).He gets sick and Buffy takes care of him in her house.
Then they have sex (once) but Spike isn't aware of that (he's dreaming) and ta-da! Buffy's pregnant.

Do you know which story I mean?! Thanks!!!
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Mar 03 2009 02:28 pm   #234Guest
Hi, don`t know if I got the right one but I think it`s Humanitis by Saber ShadowKitten.
Here`s the link.



http://www.sabershadowkat.com/buffy/humanitis.html
Mar 03 2009 02:32 pm   #235Guest
Hi, looking for a fic.
Spike´s gone. When he comes back together with his `brother`he`s become a new kind of vampire after going through some kind of ritual. He has new powers. Later on I think his new `mother`comes to Sunnydale as well.
Thats all I can remember.

Help please!

Mar 03 2009 03:57 pm   #236BloodyHell
Hi, don`t know if I got the right one but I think it`s Humanitis by Saber ShadowKitten. Here`s the link.

Yes!Thank you :)!
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Mar 03 2009 07:33 pm   #237steffi
Hi everyone,
I'm looking for a story, but the only thing I can remember is a badly injured Spike, who is taken to a shower in his crypt by Buffy. I do not remember the storyline or anything else. Perhaps somebody recognizes the scene and can help. Thank you very much.

Lg steffi

Apr 01 2009 06:37 pm   #238Holly
Steffi,

I'm not sure if it's the story you're looking for, but I have a story that has a scene like the one you described:

Misery Made Beautiful.
Apr 02 2009 10:08 am   #239steffi
lol, what a coincidence!
it is exactly the story i was looking for. by the way, i love it!
but i found it just yesterday, a few hours before you answered.
but thank you so much.

lg

steffi

Apr 02 2009 10:09 pm   #240Always_jbj
Due to the recent spamming, I'm going to have to close this thread.

Sorry, everyone. But you can start a new one.
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