Goes AU from “Wrecked”.  After an explosion, Buffy is left with no long-term memory.  Until her memory comes back, she needs to learn what it is to be a slayer, and why she feels so drawn to the blond vampire.

Just a little piece of fluff which was going to be expanded but will stay like this for the moment.  Buffy and Spike lost in the desert.

What if Buffy lost her powers a second time, but it happens in season 5? What if the cause was once again someone close to home, and she has to put her trust in a former enemy?

Buffy is haunted by reoccurring dreams of a lost love and how the first slayer came to be. In her quest for understanding, she comes across an ancient tome in which she has an unexplainable deep connection to. Needing to know why and what is locked inside it's pages, she finds herself relying upon some old and unexpected allies for their help. Yet the question remains, if this book is possibly the key to unlocking a mystery generations in the making, is she truly prepared to learn the true origin of a slayer's power?


Nominated at the Sunnydale Memorial Fanfiction Awards (Round 32): Best Drama, Best NC-17, Best Pairing Conventional, Best Plot, Best Post-Series Fic, Best Unfinished Fic, Best Characterization: Buffy. Many thanks!