New Summary: A vampire Spike sired tracks him down and vows to enact revenge against him, along with every woman in his life that he cares about. A dark fic set in early season 5. *Nominated at the Spike Threw the Heart Awards and Love's Bitch Awards! Received runner-up for the Dead Things Award and winner of the Becoming Award at the Breathless Awards!*

Sequel to From the Fires of Hell - Illyria and Buffy have brought the rescued vampires back to the Slayer/Watcher Council headquarters. Some are happier to see them than others...

Set in S7 after Lies My Parents Told Me (Memory in S6). Buffy seeks solace with any part of Spike she can find. Little does she know that one moment of weakness will bring her closer to everything she ever wanted.

Season six, Buffy struggles with life after death, and her first Christmas without Joyce.

The battle's done, and they kinda won... but what if they never stopped singing? I was just crazy enough to find out. Winner of multiple awards, which can be viewed here.

Buffy and Spike try to make their nightly meetings a little more...stake-worthy! Timeline: Possible, non-canon (well, duh, it's me!) Season Three

Post Tabula Rasa. Spike takes his own course of action, trying to become a better man for his slayer.

Three months after that final battle in "Not Fade Away", Giles and Andrew take a trip to L.A. to do their own investigation on what happened that night. A lucky break leads them to someone they thought was surely lost forever. In the midst of heartache and trials fraught with revenge and the consequences, can true love find its way? Now posting TWO chapters daily. Odd numbered chapter will be the second of those posted.

After making a promise in the heat of the moment, Buffy finds herself stuck at home, on a long weekend, having to play nursemaid to a sick Spike

It's raining, Spike's bored - then Buffy turns up, wounded and dying. In the following days she will face betrayal, deceit and danger - and discover a love strong enough to fight them all. R. LINKED TO THE OLD BLOODSHEDVERSE

Part two of the Demon Trilogy.

After sharing her night of passion with Angel, Buffy is thrown into a situation she never thought possible beyond her wildest dreams. Forced to learn to live with the changes within herself, she finds comfort and understanding in someone she never had thought of as anything but a monster.

Part Three of the Demon Trilogy. As Buffy and Spike battle in the Realm, the Scoobies face an old enemy at home.

It’s almost a year and a half since Sunnydale fell into a crater. Now retired from slaying, Buffy’s been voluntold to go to Wesley Wyndham-Price’s memorial service, where she finds a few familiar enemies. Everything’s so surreal anyway, Buffy decides she might as well just give into it and see if lunch with Drusilla and Harmony might be one of the better things she does that year. It’s a pretty low bar, after all. The day keeps getting weirder, but the bar for the year might just be unsurpassable by the end of it.

The comics are ignored completely and both TV series as taken as cannon. This is a not a romantic reunion fic, although there are reunions aplenty, and parts of it could be described as romantic. Spike does not speak in this story, although others speak about him quite a bit.

All song and chapter titles are courtesy of X-Ray Spex, and all the characters and settings you've heard of before are courtesy of Mutant Enemy et al. Dylan Thomas' Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night is partially quoted. The story is entirely my own, although the original plot bunny was an EF challenge by knightowl. No copyright infringement is intended.
 
Behind Blue Eyes gave me a very early beta, for which I am grateful. I'm not sure the final product is recognisable from the one she read, so any remaining mistakes are entirely my own.

Written for Seasonal Spuffy. Spike kisses Buffy at the end of Out of My Mind and wakes up panting and in horror at the revelation that follows…but not in this reality, when it wasn’t a dream at all. This is season five as it could have been, as Buffy struggles with her attraction to Spike and the feelings that inevitably follow.