Begins during Afterlife and continues through Once More With Feeling. Buffy is feeling very alone and lonely and realizes the only comfort she really wants is from a certain bleach-blond menace...

Season Four fic in which Spike and Buffy must work out what their new relationship is going to be post-spell and pre-Adam.

My entry for this round of Seasonal Spuffy.

The summer after "The Gift" Spike discovers he has been missing more than just Buffy when a part of his past is returned to him. A/N: The strike mentioned and the loss of life given are not based on any actual event, but rather on the general climate of the times. The story title is from the Bible, Matthew 5:4 "Blessed be they that mourn for they shall be comforted."

Chapter 4 has been fixed! Buffy's changed. A lot. Sequel/Spin-off to my fic Sensation. ((Go read it first!!))

A post NFA fic - there's a bit of not-terribly-happy B/A in the very beginning. No whining - you've been warned!

This story goes AU during the episode, Entropy. After witnessing a single kiss shared between Anya and Spike, Buffy is confronted with her true feelings for Spike. She's terrified that it might be too late to repair the damage she's done, but she can only hang on to the hope that Spike will be able to forgive her for all the heartache she's caused him.

Around five years after the events of 'Angels and Demons' we revisit the 'Spike's Will Be Done' universe. All is not well with our favourite vampire. Buffy has gone and he's been left to his own devices. Giles has one more ghost from the past that needs to be laid to rest, but when he tries to enlist Buffy's help, things don't go quite as he thought.

T_geyer asked for Spike and/or Wes for this year's birthday fic, so how could I refuse?

After Buffy's rejection at the end of 'Crush', Spike's wish to be good begins to falter, especially with Drusilla still in town. Will he succumb to what he has known for so long, or will he struggle to be good for a woman who doesn't love him?

Written for the Smutathon Ficathon for Haleythebat who wanted romance, comedy, snark, drunk Buffy, Buffy's bedroom at home and didn't want Angel or angst. A Season Seven fic - NC17 Be warned very Porny! Buffy and Spike are on patrol and Buffy gets a weird reaction to some demon slime and Spike has to look after her and there are some interesting consequences.

A sequel to "God Bless St. Valentine". Begins immediately after that with Spike and Buffy doing some unusual cuddling in his bed.

Season Six and Buffy wants time to think about her relationship with Spike. She is given more than she wanted as she is called back to Tudor England by a young Watcher in need of a Slayer.

Spike returns to Sunnydale intending to kill the Slayer. Things never seem to go according to plan for that boy.

Set post AtS, Spike closes his eyes, expecting to be fried by the dragon, and wakes up on a yellow brick road. Italics=internal monologue.

BtVS Season 6, set right after Flooded, except that Angel never called Buffy. When Spike tries to help Buffy financially she decides to find out where he's getting the money from

It’s almost a year and a half since Sunnydale fell into a crater. Now retired from slaying, Buffy’s been voluntold to go to Wesley Wyndham-Price’s memorial service, where she finds a few familiar enemies. Everything’s so surreal anyway, Buffy decides she might as well just give into it and see if lunch with Drusilla and Harmony might be one of the better things she does that year. It’s a pretty low bar, after all. The day keeps getting weirder, but the bar for the year might just be unsurpassable by the end of it.

The comics are ignored completely and both TV series as taken as cannon. This is a not a romantic reunion fic, although there are reunions aplenty, and parts of it could be described as romantic. Spike does not speak in this story, although others speak about him quite a bit.

All song and chapter titles are courtesy of X-Ray Spex, and all the characters and settings you've heard of before are courtesy of Mutant Enemy et al. Dylan Thomas' Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night is partially quoted. The story is entirely my own, although the original plot bunny was an EF challenge by knightowl. No copyright infringement is intended.
 
Behind Blue Eyes gave me a very early beta, for which I am grateful. I'm not sure the final product is recognisable from the one she read, so any remaining mistakes are entirely my own.