What would happen if the Initiative wasn't shut down? Set post season six with some plot changes listed at top of the first chapter. WINNER OF JUDGES CHOICE AWARD AT THE FORBIDDEN AWARDS - the judge said it was one of the best Initiative fics that she'd read! CURRENTLY NOMINATED AT SUNNYDALE MEMORIAL FANFICTION AWARDS ROUND 16
 
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Buffy and Giles visit the Initiative...
 
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Buffy and Giles return to The Initiative...
 
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The Scoobies get Spike out...
 
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Spike struggles to understand what's required. Buffy, inadvertantly, doesn't help things...
 
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The gang go to work on Spike...
 
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Has Willow succeeded?
 
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They try again to fix Spike's speech.
 
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Some more memories come to light...
 
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Spike remembers more and comes to a decision...
 
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Spike goes back in to the lion's den...
 
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Maggie asks Spike some questions...
 
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Spike meets the secret of 314.
 
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Spike's in trouble - will the Scooobies find out in time...
 
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They try to rescue Spike...
 
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They have to work on Spike's link to Adam...
 
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Words: 3,362 - Updated: 07/17/2008 07:08 pm

 
Things aren't as expected in The Initiative. Spike comes through the Lorac Bug expulsion.
 
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Title says it all - Spike's near starvation at the hands of The Initiative takes its toll
 
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Spike struggles against his hunger...
 
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More information comes to light...
 
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Title says it all - Spike is still struggling to cope with the others' attitudes to him.
 
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Spike heads to his crypt...
 
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More bad things on the way...
 
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Buffy and Spike snatch a few moments together.
 
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The gang move out of the mansion.
 
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Giles plots against the Scoobies
 
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Spike's feeling good.
 
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Spike begins to feel something is wrong...
 
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Title says it all!
 
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To tell more would be a spoiler! Read on and find out.
 
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Spike searches for the gang
 
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Spike searches The Initiative...
 
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A part of the vision comes true...
 
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Spike gets help from an unexpected quarter...
 
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Title says it all - a race to get out of The Initiative.
 
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Big hint in the title! LOL!
 
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Title says it all :)
 
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Matt tells his story...
 
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Time to sort out those pesky Lorac Bugs...
 
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The Bugs are expelled...
 
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Title says it all.
 
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Are things getting back to normal?
 
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The fall of The Initiative hits the news channels. The rape warning is for a flashback scene not graphic but is M/M
 
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See title!
 
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